Messeduplife Stories

I'm suicidal. I feel weak. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I'm fat. shall I continue? These are just some of the things I've been called. it's not for attention. for once in my life I have control. Even if it is of just a blade... This is my story of cutting.. and anxiety. May upset some so do not read if you've got a weak stomach. True story.

This is the story of how Frerin lived on, passed The Battle of Moria. Though he did live, one still just as precious died that day. A girl. A girl that had so much to live for. A girl that was to be a queen. A girl who had a baby and a husband that needed her. Her name was Tharanel .

A girl with a renouned family has a very sweet, polite and caring nature being so rich as her father was one of the most renouned CEO in the country. She inherited these traits with her mother who was always there for her worries. But after one incident it all started turning upside down. What do you think what happened? What was that incident? What changed her life to hell slowly? Who was the cause of all of it? Will she ever get her delightness back? Will she try to survive or get herself into the black hole where she would be drowned by the dark slowly but impactfully? Let's hope everything will get fine with her, maybe who knows?? Well ofcourse I know hehe😁. Let's find it out.

these are things I did we my family

Hello my fellow readers, this is actually my first book about quotes and poetry. These Quotes and poetry's that I'll be updating ARE NOT MINE I REPEAT THE QUOTES AND THE POETRY'S ARE NOT MINE. The reason why I'm doing this is because I can relate the quote/poetry whoever wrote it and I'm sure you guys will relate this too.

"Shut up." I glared at the kid. I looked back at Xavier. "Look into his eyes. Do you not see it, the hurt, the pain, the screaming for someone to notice the pain. Do you not see how much he just wants to be saved, like everyone else." I looked back at Thomas. "I didn't think you did. You see, most don't see it until it's too late. Then it ends in suicide. No one sees it coming until that person ends up dead. Then you notice them, then you notice the pain. Their suffering. Meds don't help, what you want to talk to someone who just asks 'What's wrong?' Like everyone else? When they don't understand. "Tell me, have you felt betrayed. Have you had your heart broken? Where it hurts so much and no one notices. Where you're crying yourself to sleep. Only repeating 'No one cares. They're just pretending. They're only interested. They don't care. No one does. No one will notice when I'm gone, they'll smile again without me. They'll just forget about my existance. They hate me anyway, so what does it matter? I should just die. I don't matter. I'm just a waste of space. This world is so broken and stupid. They just don't understand. I'll answer them with 'I'm fine' because they don't give a damn anyway. So why should I bother trying?' Huh? Answer me. Have you felt that way. As if your world is crashing down and piece by piece is hitting the ground, you feel it. And it hurts. Yeah it hurts, it hurts like hell. And you can't stop it because no one is there for you who understands. Because the one's you trust broke you. ---- ON HOLD. SADLY.

McKinley is a sixteen year old girl, she has a rebellious attitude, but is kind to others she has six older brothers.

"Why can't life be like in the movies?! Why can't we just burst out into song and dance and fall in love, all at once? Life doesn't allow people like me to be happy..." A story about a lonely girl who can't find a happy ending. Who would never HAVE a happy ending. Until she finds an equally lonely boy with the same fate.

I look at Hallie ' she seems fine.. She seems really happy actually ' I think to myself ' Damn it!! I still love her... I hurt her because I was fucking scared, I did it because of destiny! She fooled me, she never liked the idea of me and her together!!' I thought to myself again. Hallie walks over to me " hey, I hope your having a great time because I'm really happy now, I don't need you after all" she said to me HALLIE'S POV.. "hey, I hope your having a great time because I'm really happy now, I don't need you after all" I said to Brice ' shit! Why'd I say that? I'm broken because of him I really needed him... I still do, why did he leave me anyway? ' I think to myself "good, I hope you have a great life with Adom. I'll catch you latter" he said to me. I thought about Adom he gave me bad vibes, but he was sweet too, then I thought about Brice.. He was so loving and he was such a sweet heart, he made my eyes water when I thought about him, he made a warmth feeling all over my body when I thought about him... I don't understand... Summery After Hallie deals with an incredibly hard break-up and her friends are slowly drifting away while her mother comes to find out that Hallie has cancer, but doesn't decide to tell her, Instead she tells her ex, brice thinking there still together. A few months later Hallie is cured from cancer and is now graduating from highschool but her family can't make it because destiny, hallie's mother has Alzheimer's. Now what is Halle's job, taking care of her mother, dealing with a break up and slowly loseing all of her friends. How will she deal with this crazy mess? Not to mention she has been depressed her whole life so it's really hard her --random note-- Imagine yourself in her shoes guys. Seriously. People go thro rough times like these or worst. Trust me I should know. People aren't always okay no matter if they seem like they are

-From shadows and symbols, into the truth- When winter hits in New York it really hits. Luka lives on the outskirts of New York with is foster parents, Amy and Caspar Hodges. He's not what you would call a 'normal' teenager, but he tries to fit in as best he can. If it means being friend-zoned by the one person his ever loved since his sisters death, then so be it. Luka has gone through so much already, how will he cope with finding out that his life has been a lie all this time. What about the secret his friends are keeping from him, thinking it's better that way. But what happens when too much becomes TOO MUCH for him. ***(NAME OF STORY AND STORY PLOT LINE ALL ORIGINAL, PLEASE DO NOT STEAL)*** Has been #44 Mystery/Thriller

''Alexandra would you mind if I take you somewhere to kill you?'', Steven whispered in my ears with a dangerously close distance. ''I......I..............'', I stuttered, struggling to get an answer but I knew he wouldn't kill me. ''See I told you you can't say no even if your life depends on it'', said Steven with an annoyed look on his face. ''I...I can't refuse someone if...if they need something. What if I....loo...loose someone important , I wouldn't be able to forgive myself....'', I managed to talk, my tears threatening to fall down. 'But........'', he tried to reply. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is Alexandra Rose McBain and as you can see, she can't say no after an incident in the past which haunts her so much that she was forced to moved to Texas for a new start. As she cannot refuse anyone many people use this as their advantage. People like Dina. Dina used used to be the school's Queen Bee until students just started assuming Alex as their new one and Alex hates attention. So Dina decided to use her to get money unless someone comes to her rescue. And that someone is: Steven Roy Anderson who has a soft spot for photography in his heart.Let's see how he manages to help her. This book is full of drama, humor and adventure. LET'S GET ON THIS ROLLER COASTER TOGETHER SO FASTEN YOUR SEAT BELT AND HOLD ON. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~copyrighted

~waking up to posters looking at you~ --- this makes you happy--- Dad: *screams at the TV* Me: You do know the players won't even hear you right? Dad: you do know you're in love with someone that doesn't even know you exist. Me: . . . S-so. Dad: we're even. (A/N: All the Characters are purely made from my imagination, (This is some sort of fanfic. There are names from k-idols, you'll see) and if the story happenings are somewhat similar to some stories you've seen, it might just purely be a coincidence. I'll adress it to you if it is inspired by something, credits to the people who own those pictures I put in there, HAVE FUN, I HOPE YOU LIKE IT 💐)

Serah Ritsworth has had her fair share of bad luck. From being abandoned by her mother, losing her dad to cancer and her sister to drugs. But now Serah is dancing a twisted dance with fate as she is forced to attend a school at the mercy of a mother she hates. As she seeks answers to her questions, she faces difficulty trying to cope with the answers. Will fate help her survive trauma.....or will it just keep breaking Serah? PG 13.

One day I thought of climbing the fence, but when I got to the yard there was barbed wire all over it! Obviasly one of the others told on me, otherwise the grown-ups wouldn't have done this, but I had a bad feeling. As always, I knew that this fence wasn't to keep us safe, but to keep the world safe from us! A/N: I got this idea from _internet_queen_

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i'm sorry if this is kind of bad this is the first book i've written in a while. i decided that i would write something that's based off of a true story that maybe others could relate to and could possibly help others who are going through the same. this entire story sounds fake but i promise you it is true.

"The moment Kara walked into her large room, she noticed something was different, out of place. At first, she couldn't quite put her cool, perfect finger on it. But soon she realized it was a..."

Locked up in her own bubble her whole life, Fauna is about to experience something new. Something even her sleeping self could never dreamed of. She is in for a surprise when she finds out that letting that stranger in her life maybe the best thing she ever did in her life. But will it be enough to pull her out of the darkness she has lived in for so long. Will he be able to heal the damage that was caused within. "Dom: Without darkness, light can never exist, they learn to co-exist in this world, each becoming the others half." "Fauna: Like you are mine... and I am yours"