Истории Midnighthoughts

This will be a public diary, hoping to find someone who can relate to me at a spiritual level lol

Midnight thoughts that I want to ramble about to someone but can't and won't, so might as well write them here. You can also vent and ramble about the topic at hand. :] All art here is mine unless saying otherwise. Might contain MCYT, possibly controversial/polemic/sensitive topics, etc. Will include TW's and CW's at the start of each chapter.

This book is about general thoughts that come to mind. It is also an interaction book where you can write your own thoughts on the topics of each chapter.

Midnight thoughts. Some of you might have feel the same or are in a similar situation. Some of you have that one person that have saved you from dark places. Some of you have fight for your life. Some of you... "Don't search for the meaning of life. Simply be present for the people you love." -Maxime Lagacé

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A collection of notes & poetry written by yours truly.

𝙁𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙢 𝘼 𝙎𝙪𝙗𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙚𝙛𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙤𝙨 :)

Are you familiar with the general listlessness outlasts all attempts of rest and sleep? At times, your mind will cry out for some much-needed respite, but the kind of rest that it wants is not the kind that ever leaves you renewed and recharged. I mean that kind where you have to close your eyes forever and somebody has to bury you under a piece of land that's six feet under. It's an emotion that eats from your inner being, a tearing-you-apart-like-a-sharp-stone-in-the-stormy-waves. You suddenly miss the peace you can always get with a sleep that seems to last forever, in order to escape the unrelenting pressures of existence. The idea of shutting your eyes and letting them never see the light of day again seems like a really attractive option, almost like a siren that calls you to come out and surrender to the darkness beyond.