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„Am I enough to be loved"
I asked him and he hugs me tightly
Prologue:
Han Jisung has secrets.
To the world, he's the loud one. The fast-talking, joke-cracking spark of energy who always seems a little too much but somehow never unwelcome. People see the chaos and call it charm. They see the noise and mistake it for joy. But no one sees what happens when the door closes and the lights go out.
His first secret is heavy. It cuts deep, lingers in his bones, and whispers in his own voice late at night. Borderline Personality Disorder-that's what they called it in a sterile office, with gentle words and clinical detachment. But labels don't capture the storm inside him. The fear of abandonment, the sudden drops from euphoria to despair, the feeling of being too much and never enough all at once.
His second secret is... softer. Sweeter. Cheesecake. He's addicted to it. Ridiculous, maybe. But it's real. A slice of calm in a brain that never rests. A bite of silence when everything inside screams. It's not something he brags about. It's not something he wants anyone to know-because who would take him seriously if they knew the boy crying in the kitchen at 3 a.m. was holding a spoon and a half-eaten cheesecake?
Jisung hides them both. The darkness that swallows him whole, and the sweetness that stitches him back together.
And maybe-just maybe-that's his third secret:
That no one really knows who he is.
Not yet.
𝕊𝕙𝕚𝕡𝕤: 𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕤𝕦𝕟𝕘
T̠r̠i̠g̠g̠e̠r̠w̠a̠r̠n̠i̠n̠g̠s̠:
𝐁𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫
𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐟𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦
𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐜 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬
𝘐𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘋𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨!!! 𝘐𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘉𝘓 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶