Mixedfeelings Stories

Bf or bf? Confusion, Uncertainty, and even a hint of Jealousy slowly start to eat at both. But why? They are just friends after all... Or are they more than that.?

Just like every other year sixteen remains the same

Bangkok ✈️ New York ✈️ Colorado. All she wanted was a place to call home.... Cecilia Hong-Sivadanopong. 16 years old, Thai-Chinese and loves her family, especially her sister, Jackie. Spending her early childhood in an adoption home on the outskirts of Thailand's bustling capital had taught her to cherish hope, stay strong and have faith. She'd finally settled in New York with her adoptive parents, the Howards, and let her guard down. Yet when she did, a life-changing accident had orphaned her, with Jackie as the only family she had left. Now in a new state, fresh challenges emerge: new school, new family, new faces, and one with charming eyes and an everlasting smirk has especially caught her eye.

She was only eleven when she first developed a little crush on him. The innocent smile that appeared whenever she saw him. The way she'd look forward to every visit without really understanding why. He was seventeen. Years passed, and Harmony eventually grew out of that childhood crush-or at least, she thought she did. Now sixteen and in her final year of high school, Harmony's life is falling apart. A private photo has been leaked by her now-ex-boyfriend, leaving her dealing with rumors, whispers, and people who suddenly think they know everything about her. But that's not even the worst of it. Her father is dead. The cause of his death remains unexplained, and her mother refuses to talk about it. Even the doctors insist that it's not their place to tell her anything. Then, after years apart, Harmony sees him again. Christian., Her father's best friend's son. The boy she once looked up to is now a grown man with a life of his own-and somehow, his return seems connected to the secrets surrounding her father's death. Harmony thought seeing him again would only bring back old memories. She never expected it to bring questions she wasn't prepared to answer. 🏆 STORY RANKINGS ╰─────────────── ༺♡༻ ───────────────╯ 🥇 #1 - leak 🏆 #1 - nudge 💗 #4 - mixedfeelings ✨ #4 - maturing 🫧 #6 - ptsdawareness 🌷 #13 - patience 🖤 #31 - maturity 🥀 #40 - maturethemes 💭 #51 - ptsd 🇨🇳 #95 - chinese 📹 #36 - sextape 👀 #696 - nudity

Rule #1: Make everyone like you. Rule #2: Don't let them see the real you. After a painful friendship fallout leaves Maya scrambling to rebuild her social status, she constructs the perfect, performative persona. Everyone buys it. Except Oliver-the quiet boy assigned to sit next to her, who sees right through the act, one margin note at a time. A slow-burn YA novel about the masks we wear, the courage of unlearning performance, and finding the person who loves the girl hiding behind it.

100 random rhyming poems is an ongoing book that I started writing as a teenager really struggling with their mental health, and have continued on with through to being an adult. The tones and themes of each poem varies massively, which reflects how my life and mood has changed and gone up and down over the years. A lot are related to mental health, some are like little short stories, some are about love- the point is they're completely random! There is no kind of order to this in the book, when it is finished and I can professionally publish it I will group the poems together by themes in little chapters just to make it a bit easier to read. For now treat each poem as an individual. I update when I can but I'm still in my recovery journey with my mental health so updates will be here and there. All feedback is appreciated. Please don't steal/ use my work without my permission, legal action will be taken against anyone who does this as this book is copyrighted. All poems are original and entirely written by me and me alone. -Cover art isn't mine, it's just an image I found on Google-

poems about newness of something

Elsie Marshall has always been close to her older brother Liam. That's the problem. There's Nathen Pix, who is her brother's best friend. Elsie doesn't know if she wants Nathen or not. Nathen's always been a player. He doesn't date. Ever. But he's always had a soft spot for Elsie. But then there's Tyler Haze. He was Elsie's first boyfriend, and first kiss. She's still not sure if she wants him or not. What will Elsie do?

bagged the first position in three of the prestigious book competition :) Highest ranks in -poem #701 out of 164K -poems #701 out of 92.8K -thoughts #8 out of 80.1K -expression #1 out of 2.3K -poembook #1 out of 11.8K -poetrycollection#2 out of 24K -mixedemotions #5 out of 1.3K -poetry #3 -101poetryawards #1 -mystiqueawards #2 -thewatty2018 #6 -emotions #23 -feelings #38 -anger #93 ----------------------------------------------------------------- QUENCH THERE THIRST FOR MY MILKSHAKE hehehe A Dash of regret 3 Spoonful of happiness 1 ⅓ cups of advice A Pint of anger A Pinch of contempt 3 Ice cubes of honesty Pouring my Heart in it Adding milk to it Annnd finally sprinkling some sweetness and blending it... *grrrrrrr* ..... *grrrrrrr* Annnd TA-DA! a PERFECT Milkshake at your table Take a sip and you will know how Emotion's Milkshake tastes like... *sip* mmmm... *sip* Well.... it tastes like LIFE. :) This cover's credit goes to.... . . Ahem! Drum Roll please! . *drum roll* !! @ dreaming_star_ Thank you for making this beautiful cover for my book! ♥ Merci beaucoup! :) Started on 13/07/2018 Was on draft since 15/09/2018 Till 27/10/2018 continued on 01-03-21

You ask me what you want, and I write it

(UNEDITED soon to be edited) (THIS IS A LIN MANUEL MIRANDA AU FANFICTION) "Kaylie Ray Miranda, do you swear to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth, so help you god?" I can't seem to shake the dry feeling in my throat. I can't shake the nerves away. I try to speak, but nothing comes out. " Kaylie, are you alright?" My eyes frantically dart to the judge, and I nod softly. " Alright then, the bailiff is going to ask you again. You answer truthfully." I nod and look at the bailiff, who gives me a warm smile. " Breath, everything is going to be alright." What a God damn lie.

Having a couple more years to live in this world is full of pain and sorrow, but not to Alayna. She is completely ready to die, and leave this world soon. Until they moved in this new city, where she realized the true meaning of life. But as she realized that, time's running out for her.

teacher series, for the one who's attached once again to their lovely teacher! (tagalog!!) this is any age, minor can read this because there is no r 18+ here 🥰🥰

Those locked up feeling of mixed emotions. They cause pain and dark moments of rage.Yet in the end you know that there is a new day ahead, and somehow hope that it will be brigter. A day when the thuderstorms in your head will fade away.

Sorry but I'm going to mess with your feelings ;))

Sandra is a normal girl who recently has been heartbroken by a cruel boy in the town. (People thoughts) However, things start to change after the new girl comes to town She's looking up, grinning like an evil at me How can I describe her? Light brown eyes. Chesnut brown hair and evil smile? I think it is not enough to describe or tell someone how she looks like.

This is my first ever fanfiction so I hope you enjoy!! We all know the story... Marinette loves Adrien Adrien loves Ladybug But what happens when things get difficult for the both of them in their civilian forms, the pressure of being a teen alongside being a superhero. Maybe confiding in each other will stop them from being akumatized. Love square gone even more blind! Because they're just friends right? 😂

Have I lost myself?.... maybe , I'm not sure just yet.