Miyya Stories

Am I alive again? What kind of life am I in this time? Do I need to find another magic dragon and kill it? Or do I need to find the same cursed frog and kiss it and get married with someone I have no feelings and live the messiest life? What pain do god put me through this time? My name is Karina, or one time, Odelia. I've been reincarnated 2 times. One time being a girl who lived in the dragon age, fought with a magical dragon, and died in the most painful death, tragic. One time being a waitress who lived in a magical world of spirits and suddenly kissed a frog-who turned out to be a prince or some sort of a lover of mine, and which I don't have any feelings towards him, and died the most humiliating death. It was too hard. Now my name is Miyya. A senior student at an A level highschool of a modern world. I'm not quite sure my motive to live this time. Ever since my first life, I just wanted to find a true love. To spend my whole life being with them, get married, and live happily ever after. That's just my whole goal in life but never once in those lifetime I ever experienced the true love I ever wanted. Is this just another shameful scheme the god arranged for me? Or another chance?