Monicaollander storie

Sequel to 'My Little Stargazer'. All we need in life, all we crave, is someone who loves us. Someone who cares. Someone who will be there when we need them and hold us while we cry and can make us smile without even trying. We need, crave, loyalty and trust, love and support. A safe place to go when times get hard. And if you're lucky enough to have that, don't let it go. --- "You don't have to hide it, you know. I know what you're going through." "I didn't do it." "Wh-" "Mom did." --- "No one told me being a foster parent would be so hard. Or that it would hurt so much." "It's hard. And it hurts. There someone told you." "Why are you such an asshole?"

Emerson doesn't have many friends or much of a life outside of the band with his brothers so his oldest brother Sebastian takes it upon himself to find him a new friend. Noah is the same age as Remington and is good friends with Sebastian, Sebastian thinks that Emerson could use some more confidence and what better guy to help him with that than Noah? Sebastian introduces the two but Emerson isn't too pleased, Emerson doesn't speak much to Noah he usually just brushes him off. The very few times the two do talk Emerson isn't nice, Noah doesn't understand why. when Noah loses his job and has trouble finding a new one Sebastian offers for him to stay with the three brothers, so of course, he excepts. Noah's and Emerson's rooms are conveniently placed beside each other, Noah stumbles into the wrong room one night when he's tired and finds an adorable sleeping Emerson. Noah accidentally made a loud noise and woke up Emerson, the thing is, he wasn't mad, he was confused but then he felt something he hadn't felt in a long time. what was it? was he too mad to feel his anger? Or was he just confused about why Noah looked scared? Maybe, just maybe he was developing feelings for the man he didn't want anything to do with. Maybe the feeling was lust? Emerson is the quiet drummer of Palaye Royale who only has one friend, Shy. He doesn't talk much, especially about the fact that Emerson Barrett is not straight. Noah is the most confident man you will ever meet, apart from when he's around Emerson. He plays some sports for fun, he's nice and is quite talkative, but he too hides the fact that Noah is not straight, far from it. ( This is a gay fanfiction there may be smut at one point. There will be markings so you can skip. If you don't like it don't read it. There is also swearing. you have been warned!)