Historias de Mooddisorder

My name is Paige. I'm 13 years old. Most think I'm just a regular happy girl. I smile. I laugh. Happy right? Nope. I've struggled with depression, anxiety and a mood disorder since 4th grade. I started cutting when I was in 5th grade. Only 10 years old. This is my story.

a simple sullen story of sadness and chaos

Edward Knox is the boy who is said to have schizophrenia. Daisy is the nurse who finds out the truth..

This information is only for people who don't know if they have depression and effects to find if you do have it. These are how you get depression and/or if you have this mood disorder. My next one article will be how to fix it.

TW for ED, SH, SI

It is love that heals us.

A little piece of grief. I lost my best friend, my soul mate, my mom. I think we try to do things to make up for all the time we spend without the ones we love and lose. Drinking tea, going for massages. These are all ways and means to cope instead of just facing the fact that we are completely lost without the ones we love. We have to learn how to build up the person inside us and learn how to live without them. We have to learn to live alone. I think this journey happens at different times in our lives for all of us, and it's a terrifying one. Grief is heartbreak, grief is loss, grief is not knowing who you are without someone else. We have to learn who we are. Alone.

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Fall has arrived and with the beautiful changes in colors also comes Seasonal Affective Disorder, Most Commonly knows as The Winter Blues. Learn ways to Beat Seasonal Mood Disorder in this Short Self-Help Article written by Creating Ashley Cole. DISCLAIMER Creating Ashley Cole aka Ashley Cole Banas is not a licensed physician, psychologist, or medical doctor. By reading this article you agree that all risk belongs solely to you, the reader. The tips and information provided are formed from experience for educational purposes only. Please speak to your doctor before making any serious changes in your daily life.

depression, anxiety, mood disorder, bulimia and PTSD . its easy I guess, right ?

This is my new cover of my poetry, starting with my signature Tweeting Bird. These would have ranged from two years ago to today. You will be able to see my progress as you read. Thanks for reading my work!

A letter to my mind. Call it a poem, call it whatever you want.

"Do you think that the previous diagnosis is accurate?" - If I knew, I wouldn't be here. "We can only help you if you want to be helped!" - I have no choice but to be here. Don't pretend I do. "It's just a matter of self-control. You're not an animal." - Biologically, yes I am. As are you, actually. And as for the matter of self-control, I believe each case is individual. So for some it may be an issue of control, and others it may be more. But it is not your place to judge and comment patronisigly upon another person's inner conflict when you have not experienced the wrath of their mind. ***************** For anyone who needs to find someone who shares their depressive thoughts or anxieties. For anyone who has a loved one with any type of mood disorder and hopes to understand them further in order to help them feel comfortable. Essentially, this is for everyone livong in the modern world.

"I wonder if it's possible to lose myself if I never knew really knew who I was to start with." [a short story dealing with bipolar]

Life sucks. I need to vent. General content warning. This is bloody, this is raw. This is unfiltered. It's just what's running through my head 24/7. TW for abuse, suicidal ideation, dissociation, eating disorder

A brief discussion about the bipolar nature of choice in the form of a Thought diary. "How to control actions when emotions inherently are uncontrollable?" The art is a Pierre piece. Pierre Fudaryli is a Mexican digital artist who photo-manipulates his subjects heavily influenced by Salvador Dali. The philosophy behind his work is described as "The daily geometry of our death, from birth until we cease to die." compose what he calls "altered reality of human energy". Graphically describing the behaviors in different states, different vectors fired in all directions in a fractal way, both introspection and projection. http://www.emptykingdom.com/featured/pierre-fudaryli-nsfw/

Random ideas I have for books but can never finish

Just a bunch of poems I wrote, covering several things I've went through in my life. Love, heartbreak, rape, depression, suicidal thoughts, cutting. Poetry is the best form of self expression. And I've been doing it for 5 years. So I guess it's time to show you. -Trigger Warning-

Poem about dealing with the highs and lows of a mood disorder.

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