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"dear God please"
"not him not now please"
"no, no, no, not him please not him, don't let it be him"
Jaeyun is gone and Heeseung is drowning in guilt from killing his best friend and keeping him only as his best friend.
"is it better to speak or to die? Or is it too late to speak at all?"
Heeseung should have kissed Jake anyway but is it too late now. He regrets everything but there is no way back.