howperfectyouare
This is the sequel to How Perfect You Are. Please read the first book before starting this one
After believing I had found the love of my life, I was forced to face the hardest question of all: **How do you let go of someone you still love?**
In **How Bad You Are**, I continue my true story through a year of heartbreak, healing, therapy, unexpected relationships, and difficult realizations. As I meet new people, rebuild my life, and confront my own beliefs about love, I begin to understand that moving on isn't about forgetting someone-it's about learning what you truly deserve.
Written as a series of real letters and reflections, this book explores modern dating, emotional growth, attachment, and the courage to choose yourself without losing your ability to love.
Raw, honest, and deeply personal, **How Bad You Are** is for anyone who has ever struggled to let go, questioned their relationships, or searched for meaning after heartbreak.
Phase One: Still In Love
Episode 1 - Few Relationships Grow; Most Die Out
Episode 2 - "What Did He Give You?" He Asked
Episode 3 - The Proof of "I Love You" Instead of "I'm Attached to You"
Episode 4 - How Did "Sugar Daddy" Slowly Crack My Defense?
Episode 5 - "That's What a Loser Thinks," He Says
Episode 6 - "I Would Never Be Cheated On," He Says
Episode 7 - "How to Make Me Fall in Love with You," He Explained
Episode 8 - Why I Am So Determined About Lorenzo: The Answer You've Been Looking For
Episode 9 - Spontaneity
Phase Two: Letting Go
Episode 10 - Anger
Episode 11 - I Was in Love with Two Men at the Same Time
Episode 12 - Appreciation
Episode 13 - My First Experience with a Therapist: Moving On from Lorenzo
Episode 14 - "Love Is Effortless" - I Fell in Love
Phase Three: Moving On
Episode 15 - I Tested Positive for HIV
Episode 16 - Chicco: The Unplanned Plan
Episode 17 - A Choice Among Four Men: Who Would You Choose?
Episode 18 - My Choice
Episode 19 - When I Finally Met Chicco