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"And between the ice and the darkness, between the purity of the water and the light, I have long gazed at you with eyes of love. But the differences between us were many; all of them thought you were bad, yet I found goodness in that coldness and love. However, it did not last but a few minutes, and in those minutes and seconds, I felt everything: the most beautiful feeling and the worst feeling - love and betrayal. I denied myself for you, I denied my community for you; a false love. I forgot myself for you, I did not listen to my inner voice as I listened to you. Everything around me collapsed until I became in this weakness. It was a bad and false love, a false love despite my intense love for you. I proved to myself that no matter how much love increases, deception kills. It was a dark love, like your cruel heart. And would that your cruel heart soften for another and you forget me, and I become a fleeting presence in your life?"