Euphoor
Do you know , that phase your life when you just confused with everything , you want everything and nothing at the same time , being a 22 years a girl , with masculine energy this phase is soooo tough , like every second of time your mind is fighting and fighting insides your consciousness, i dont know , if i am depressed or happy or sad or what , sometimes i feel i am tooo mature and at the same time i feel i am really kid , i dont know how i am going to handle this all things in my life .
i have so much faith in god . i really believe that someday i am gonna understand things in better way , but thiss thiss cureent period of my life is just chaos too much chaos , it is getting harder , like liking everything and not wanting them at all
I dont want life to scare me like what if i make some wrong decisions in my life . i dont know why i take life so serious.
i need to understand things that in better way, but i dont .
because of all planets in 11th house gemini making me crazy in someway .
i just feel like dealing with my own mind is the toughest batter i fight everyday . beacuse inside me there is just 1000 of personality who speaks every side of point of view , so confused to fucked teenage life but if you actuate see its fun .
having a hard time dealing with it
Just sharing a feelings :)