Myownhope Stories

How is it People can tell stories about me but I can't tell my own stories. My whole life I have wanted to be myself, be unique, express myself. I've always lived by the rules no way to let myself be free. I have very rule abiding parents and if I didn't follow the rules that were set oh the loads of trouble I would be in. My "friends" refuse to come to my house ever because of them but how can I blame them when I don't even want to be in my own house