Nervosa Histoires

I can't share this with anyone, so I thought why not write about it, where no one knows me, and some can relate. this is about anorexia, it will be triggering, suicide might come up, this is basically me sharing my thought's, so it will be dark. but I can't hold it in anymore. I can't.

13 year old Unique was just a normal teenager with light brown caramel hair and blue eyes; so everyone thought. She appeared to have everything together, even through suffering years of abuse in school and being raised by a single mother but in actuality she didn't. Behind her gorgeous smile and I-Don't-Care attitude she had a friend in her head that made her do bad things to herself. Her name was Ana. But then her mother passed and she is sent into a group home her emotions intensify and so does her inner demons while trying to find herself only to find out about having a famous half-sister named Demetria Devonne Lovato. She didn't have a clue who she was until she was informed about her. Her life went from depressed to insane within a few months, but can she handle the pressure of being under the spotlight?

When four teenagers decide to cover up a murder, their actions decide who lives and who dies.

My poetry & quotes about the demons I am battling.

Ela voltou. Mas nada nela é mais como antes. Emma acaba de se mudar de volta para sua cidade natal. Agora, com um corpo diferente, sonhos novos e um segredo que a corrói por dentro: uma doença silenciosa que ela esconde até de si mesma - a bulimia nervosa. Enquanto tenta manter as aparências, ela se vê cada vez mais envolvida com Noah - o vizinho irritante, melhor amigo do seu irmão... ou talvez o irmão da sua melhor amiga. Alguém que a provoca, desafia e, sem perceber, começa a enxergar além do que ela tenta esconder. Venha se perder e se encontrar na história de Emma e Noah. Um romance sobre amor, amizade e a luta invisível por trás de um sorriso no espelho.

This poem/story strictly focuses around Ana (Anorexia) and Mia (Bulimia), depression, self-mutilation, anxiety, and the toll in which they effect people's lives. I, in no way shape or form, encourage others to starve themselves, skip meals, binge and purge, or self-harm. I am always a message away if you need somebody to vent to. Please keep in mind that if you are in dire need, the National Suicide Hotline is only a call away - it is completely anonymous (under circumstances where you are believe not to be a threat to yourself or others). 1-800-273-8255

A Kim Jonghyun fanfiction.

She’s got an eating disorder; Bulimia nervosa or otherwise knows as Mia. Every time she eats she ends up in the toilet or she pushes her body over the limit by exercising. Why? Because she’s had enough. She feels guilty every time she binge eats, she feels angry at herself but she can’t help it. She needs help but she’s pushed everyone, who once cared about her, away. She has no one. She’s embarrassed. She’s addicted. Will she ever be able to stop? His the bad boy; striking green eyes, broad shoulders, body packed with muscles, soft raven black hair but his past has changed him. He has never loved anyone, not after that night. His part of a ruthless gang. Will he ever be able to love again?

She knew her world had crashed down years ago , but what she didn't know, is that while she was building it back up, his was too. Does love between an panromantic asexual anorexic and masculine straight bulimic work out?

Have you ever had a daydream, an addiction or a favorite hobby during your teen days, did it lay well with your being. Have you ever felt your inner being or daydream being ripped off right Infront of your very own eyes and you cannot stop it from happening since it doesn't align with your inner self again. Then having to cleanse all your love and channel it in a different direction? You may have not but I have so join me for a story about how I was pushed into the unknown with only my best friend Jessica, handsome Dad, strict Mother, arch nemesis Michaelson with Ivan Greene, Matilda, Luke, and the first ray of light in my life, Justin whilst dealing with Nadia and Bianca lenway