Nervosa Stories

a little how to guide to recovery. i am not a doctor so if you're in danger please seek professional help. this is just basic steps to beat anorexia specifically, but parts can be applied to bulimia, BED, orthorexia, etc. you got this

Cams POV I️ watch as the most beautiful girl I've ever seen gets out of the most badass truck I've ever seen. She steps out, one long, tan leg before the other. I️ swear to god my jaw was on the floor and my eyes popped out of their sockets. Fun fact, I️ actually can pop my eyes out of their sockets. I️ realize that the girl is walking towards me, back straight, chin up and shoulders back. I️ can tell she rides horses because her legs are weirdly long and her posture is perfect. Can I be in love already? Is that even possible? Aubrey's POV I️ watch as the boy standing in front of me gawks. "Are you going to open the door or what?" He's so hot. Meh. I️ am too. And im skinny. Guys love skinny. I️ Love skinny. I️ have to stay skinny. I️ have to. And I️ can't fall apart. Because I️ am strong. Empty. Strong. Empty. Strong. Empty. Empty stomach, strong beautiful girl. It's that simple. Hot doorman can't make any words, so he silently opens the door. I️ walk through and know that it's the last time I'll ever see him.

"Up to 24 million of all ages and genders suffer from an eating disorder(anorexia, bulimia, binge-eating disorder)." I never thought that stat would have anything to do with me. And, now, here I was, unable to look at myself in the mirror without seeing piles and pounds of fat that could be shed off. 'When I'm skinny, I'll stop,' I tell myself. But it never works. I'm still fat, I'm still ugly, and for some reason, I'm still eating. I don't care if I die. I don't care if I starve myself to death, because that just means I succeeded. I want to take up the least amount of space I can. "The bones stick out and sing to my eyes, that beautiful light shines between my thighs, for I am finally as skinny as skinny can be."

This poem/story strictly focuses around Ana (Anorexia) and Mia (Bulimia), depression, self-mutilation, anxiety, and the toll in which they effect people's lives. I, in no way shape or form, encourage others to starve themselves, skip meals, binge and purge, or self-harm. I am always a message away if you need somebody to vent to. Please keep in mind that if you are in dire need, the National Suicide Hotline is only a call away - it is completely anonymous (under circumstances where you are believe not to be a threat to yourself or others). 1-800-273-8255

This is a collection of letters written to Ana (as in anorexia nervosa), telling of a girls struggle with who she thought was her saving grace, and only friend. And that "friends" responses.

These are my personal experiences and happenings on what it is like to be "almost". Things talked about: bulimia, anorexia, physical abuse, sexual abuse, self harming, bullying. I gave you a fair warning.

"Because I'm fat and ugly, okay? Because I can't even look at myself in the mirror, and the smell of food alone makes me sick. Because I have to become pretty." Deals with anorexia.

This is a diary of an Anorexic. I put a lot of time in this and really hope you enjoy. This is my first story on Wattpad so sorry if I made mistakes or something. If i've made a grammar mistake please fell free to let me know in the comments. Thank you -Awk0_niki

It all started with a word written on a paper aeroplane - Eat. Alice is battling with anorexia, and paranoid delusions of being ugly. So when she meets Sam, falling in love doesn't seem like such a bad idea. But her heart is broken again, and soon enough she finds herself spiralling back into her hole of depression...

A collection of poetry based on my experience(s) with mental health issues, especially eating disorders.

Have you ever had a daydream, an addiction or a favorite hobby during your teen days, did it lay well with your being. Have you ever felt your inner being or daydream being ripped off right Infront of your very own eyes and you cannot stop it from happening since it doesn't align with your inner self again. Then having to cleanse all your love and channel it in a different direction? You may have not but I have so join me for a story about how I was pushed into the unknown with only my best friend Jessica, handsome Dad, strict Mother, arch nemesis Michaelson with Ivan Greene, Matilda, Luke, and the first ray of light in my life, Justin whilst dealing with Nadia and Bianca lenway