Nevergoodenough Stories

Loving little girl

This is a writing piece about my feelings.🌹So many questions unanswered and my heart feels like a disaster for trying so hard for the inevitable to happen...which is just being enough.

When you abandoned your child, you can't just walk back into her life when your ready to step up and be a dad.

Suicide, pain, killing, anything that involves death. The fact that everybody in the world doesn't understand maybe I should just end it and put it all aside. LET IT GO Screaming, running, fire, maybe all of this is a sign. Maybe all of this pain is just to tell me I shouldn't deal with it. You know I sit at home every day and cry but everybody tells me I shouldn't. But why not I'm not better than anyone. I'm actually worse. But you know maybe I shouldn't bug about it. Maybe I shouldn't tell everybody. Maybe I should just not tell anybody just pick a knife and stab it into my heart. Why not I? Why shouldn't because the first thing everybody would be saying is it's too crazy it's stupid your crazy. But hey the best thing to do when someone wants to commit suicide is yell at them right or maybe just called them stupid or crazy yeah that helps. But who cares whether it really does help no it drives that person mad and because they're crazy they want to do it more My Thoughts In Words

• Everything here is mine • Do not copy and claim as your own - give credit • I apologize in advance and warn you of any cussing • Basically just poems - mostly rhyming • You may find some poetry disturbing - sorry... :/ • Regardless, hope you take the time to read this ✂️- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ✂️ "Friends are like feathers. They hold you up and keep you strong, but without them... You'll fall..." - Myrah Rogers ✂️- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ✂️

Mother Daughter Dynamics

𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐅𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐒 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆. !! Trigger warning !! Mentions of death, depression, suc!de etc.

Imperfections are what make you. Some people might adore your imperfections, others will use them against you. You could say that you have no imperfections, you could also say that you are made up of imperfections. Either way, you're lying. People think they really and truly know their imperfections, yet they can't even accept them. Can you?

All these stories are rightfully mine! if you want to snatch one or two cause you like it, I don't care, just give me some credit ❤❤❤

No matter how much I try it's never enough,I get made to believe I'm worthless and get hated on for being me

Just a poem that I wrote after my dance competition.

On the outside it's hard to understand while on the inside it's hard to explain

this is the story of someone who could never be good enough.

All the things I wish I could say.

Heavy heart, rushing tears and depressing thoughts.

❛ 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡... 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐡 𝐠𝐨𝐝 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 ❜ in which, solara orion gets into the most terrible situations. solara is the blame in her family. she gets blamed for everything by her parents. they are always on her brother's side who is her twin named, zephyr. she has always thought that her family thinks she is never good enough for anything. solara thinks she's never good enough for anyone, not even her family. but she has one person that she trusts with her whole heart, veronica lodge. solara is best friends with veronica ever since the new york girl came to riverdale. what veronica doesn't know is that solara likes her, and not as a friend. they became friends fast. they flirted with each other, still do obviously. solara is only friends with veronica, but she is acquaintances with veronica's friends, betty, archie, and jughead. will they be together by the end of these disasters? your questions will be answered. ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ 𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖔𝖓𝖎𝖈𝖆 𝖑𝖔𝖉𝖌𝖊 𝖝 𝖋𝖊𝖒 𝖔𝖈 ❪ 𝖘𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖔𝖓 𝖔𝖓𝖊 - 𝖚𝖓𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜𝖓 ❫

This is a personal blog about the affects that comments people have made about my body size over my life and how they have affected me and still affect me to this day.