Neverleavemybrothers Histoires

I think she was afraid to love sometimes. I think it scared her. she was the type to like things that are concrete,like the ocean. something you could point to and know what it was. that's why she struggled with love. she couldn't touch it. she couldn't hold on to it and make sure it never changed.

"FUCK, why do you do this to me Bibby?" I asked frustration shooting through my voice as I finally looked up at him. He furrowed his brows as his eyes filled with confusion. "What you mean Ari? Do what?" "Make everything so hard? Every time I try to move on you pop up, I just can never ESCAPE from you" I cried. "Why can't you just leave me alone?" My voice Cracked and was almost at a whisper. This was causing me so much pain and all I could do was question why?. In a blink of an eye Life just started spiraling out of control. "Because you are My escape." He confessed emphasizing his words. I froze my eyes softening as I stared into his doleful eyes. They were emitting with gloom and almost begged for acceptance making my heart instantly break. He was under pressure And he knew the only way to diminish the tension was to admit his feelings. For a person like him it was an uncomfortable situation when you love someone but because of your hard shell was afraid to admit it.

One year later, 19 year old Ar'mariah is transiting into becoming on her own.. What most people dread... Adult Hood. But with Bibby still along her side, he tries to make it an easy ride along the way. Knowing her Dream of Becoming a Model, He sends some pictures of Ari out to IMG Model agency in New York. After Looking over her Shots, She gets a Call that changes her life completely. On the other Hand Bibby is still adjusting to the Faithful life. With still being feared of being in love and Breaking Ari's Heart, He questions himself daily upon everything. The fear of Losing Ari Kills him. Things start changing quickly and Bibby doesn't know how to handle it all. Clueless on how to be in a real relationship, instead of admitting it To Ari he just tries to learn on his own which stresses him out and puts a strain on their relationship which leaves them both questioning.. Can we even make it?