Nickeliiau Stories

in this fanfic, Nickel has a dream that makes him see himself in a different way..... but not in a good way. this story contains: -angst -nickloon -mentions of suic*de -self hatred -some mis characterization -probably more but I'll just add that later there will of course be ships in this but I'll mostly have the focus be on Nickel. I apologize if I represent any of these topics badly, it's my first time writing a story/AU plez enjoyyyyyyyy >:3