Nihilism Stories

♠ ------𝐌𝐚𝐥𝐞!Yandere!bully x 𝐌𝐚𝐥𝐞!reader //🙶𝐒𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝟐, 𝟏𝟗𝟗𝟏. 𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲, 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲.🙷// It all started when your mom sent you off to a niche school for rehabilitation after mistaking you for "insane". Now your stuck in Saint Leonard's high, the worst school in human history and possibly hell's pilot project. The school's so neglected and full of delinquents, bullies, and possibly murderers, even cops won't drive in this place after dark. but hey, silver lining, you've made a new friend. The one and only Gabriel Hale, the school's almighty. He's decided your his new 'best friend' and because of your golden status as Gabriel's buddy, your practically untouchable. Now you don't come here to learn, but spend this whole new year fucking around with your newfound power until you get out of this hellhole- oh, and Gabriel too, he's here to watch your back. ------ This book contains possibly offensive content, so beware.

A med student with a bright future tragically dies in a hospital shooting, but fortunately he gets reincarnated into a parallel universe where he lives a moderately good life and dies because of a drunk driver. But when he died in this world, he was reincarnated again instead of going into the non-existent void, and then this happened again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again. Cassian finds himself in an eternal constant of reincarnation across universes, he has tried multiple times to permanently die and go into the void, but he never succeeded in this. Instead each time he dies, he loses more capacity to care for existence. This leads to him becoming a nihilist, each world only has small differences, like if Abraham Lincoln lived a little longer, or if George Washington was never born, and so on. None of the worlds he gets reincarnated into have anything like magic or aliens, humanity is truly and utterly alone in every universe with no magic or anything supernatural at all. With his countless deaths and rebirths racking up to over a googolplex, he expects nothing to change. But wait a minute... why does he have paws in this life? ---------- It is important that you understand that this novel does NOT contain any explicit content, but there will at times be suggestive themes, tension, actions, and scenes. This novel may also at times have strong language, and dark themes. All of the characters in this novel belong solely to me, and me alone. Please understand that my writing gets better as it goes on, I think. One more thing, the description likely isn't that good, so I apologize for that.

Elias Carter slowly realizes something is wrong with his world... People are slowly... losing their purpose and emotions are fading like they were never real to begin with. At the center of it all is a presence known as the Hollow Man, whispering a truth that feels harder to deny each day. NOTHING matters. nothing MATTERS. NOTHING MATTERS. As reality grows quieter and emptier, Elias is forced to confront a question he cannot escape... "What happens when you stop caring and do not even feel the loss anymore?"

This is a book of short essays... mainly related to existential and absurd matters.

You're Old Enough, you deserve to know. Sometimes, the truth can only be conveyed in a certain way. Each piece is personal work, any resemblances or similarities to any other work is purely coincidental. This book will constantly be updated with new pieces for as long as I'm writing them (or get submissions). I hope you enjoy reading the words that were once just ideas :) Started: 31/08/2024

Some inner thoughts and reflections that crawl onto the back of my head while working at night.

There is a door in the forest that is not normal, and behind it was a message meant only for rael to witness. Past the door It didn't call him chosen-it called him the cursed one, forced to witness the end of everything he's ever known.

HE JUST DOESN'T KNOW WHEN TO STOP After falling asleep to a video of the "nihilist penguin", Lian Min wakes at 3 a.m. to wet footprints and melting snow in his studio apartment in a country of perennial summer. On tracing the footprints to the corridor, he discovers a world in stasis where he is the only one who can still move. That's the least of his worries, however. Various flowers begin sprouting in his living room and the footprints change trails without warning, leading him to discover things about his neighbourhood that he never knew and perhaps should not know. Then the trail goes cold.

All is nothing

A collection of various philosophical aphorisms and statements I've been writing down lately.

vera thorne is a detective constable working in a team whose goal is to find and catch criminals in the northwest of england. but when they find a body that matches the patterns of a previous case, they find their worlds have turned upside down as all their focus must go into solving this growing serial killer case. will they be successful ??

An reprogram on death

Poisoned by rationality, shackled to a fallacy, I roam through memories trying to uncover what keeps those dreams unrealised

This is a place for poetry, theories, thoughts that pass... Just trying to understand myself :) I hope you enjoy

Xavier Callahan, an American arms dealer travels the world with his team of hand-picked soldiers; the daughter of a Mexican gunsmith, a US devil dog, an ex-legionnaire and a Desert Storm veteran. The American dream, in the war-torn Middle East.

Uri-El makes a deal with the Void.

This is the journal of Dahlia Bell a lonely mysterious girl to all her classmates. Her lit comp teacher assigns the class a project. They have to write a t-chart about fiction and reality. Soon enough though the t-chart becomes her life. This is sad.

You desire, struggle, grow and finally achieve. You desire, struggle, fail and give up. Either way at the end, you die. Man feeds on bread when he has no bread, what does he feed on when he has all the bread he need? Every desire is born to conceal the cold fact that life is, but a purposeless chapter in a book about unicorns with cancer, feeding on shiny popsicles made of dirt. The villain bullies hero and snatches the love interest. The hero rebels. Odds are against hero but he's ready to even face a blizzard. Hero defeats villain and gets to his love. And at that moment they are infinite. What a blockbuster. Perfect story arc. Wait, so without the villain he would'nt have experienced that infinite felicity? Then why is such an inescapable character, objectively hated? Can there even be a story worth telling without these prominent characters and arc? Find an answer, with this tale.

The story follows a young name by the name of Ivanov whose unfortunate destiny bestows him with it's worst outcomes. As he becomes more and more psychotic, he goes on a spree of killing two children and as time goes on his psychosis worsens. The last drop of sanity vanishes with Ivanov's newfound obsession with Satanism.

I want to live a bit more, but what for? I wrote down my thoughts to clear my mind and have a better understanding of myself feel free to read.