sunday781
MOST LIKELY WILL BE FINISHED ON AO3!!
an AU where Fyodor and Nikolai spend their early years with each other. however, as their friendship grows over the years, they are swarmed with problems of their own. but when all is said and done, they have one problem they will always stand face to face with; God. (abilities don't exist here)
TW'S!!! (specific ones will be listed at every start of every chapter as well just to help)
Child abuse / neglect
Dr*g use
Religious Psychosis / Trauma
S-cidial Ideation
Grief
Death
Strong language
More will be added as I write more chapters as I want this to be soul crushing and miserable but also enjoyable
I have not once ever even read a page out of a bible so I am doing as much research as I can to get this story accurate. I HIGHLY ENCOURAGE you to tell me if I have made any mistakes with any of the religious symbolism and things like that so I can correct them. The whole thing sort of revolves around Fyodor, though occasionally it will hop over to Nikolai once in a while. This entire fan-fic revolves around religion, specifically the connection with homosexuality as well.
I don't know if I will continue this. I like it. I most likely will, but if you guys enjoy it, please let me know so I'll be encouraged to update it weekly. I'm aiming for a MINIMUM of 10 chapters.
ALSO!
If it seems like I mischaracterized Nikolai and Fyodor, it will not stay that way. They will change as the story progresses as they grow older. Their beliefs will change, situation, everything. And characters from the BSD series will show up as the chapters progress.
I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it :) No cover art for now. I'm working on it still. Let me know if there is anything I should fix up or if you have any ideas you'd like to see incorporated!!
-C.B