Ninitsitskishvili Stories

NINO TSITSKISHVILI IS IT GIRL ! I AM THE PERSON THAT PEOPLE HAVE DREAMED ABOUT SPENDING THE REST OF THEIR LIFE WITH. I AM THE PHYSICAL EMBODIMENT OF THE LYRICS ''SHE LOOKS JUST LIKE A DREAM, THE PRETTIEST GIRL I'VE EVER SEEN''. EVERYWHERE I GO, I AM THE MAIN CHARACTER, I AM EVERYONE'S CRUSH. I AM ALWAYS THE CENTER OF ATTENTION. I AM THE PERSON THAT EVERYONE'S DESIRES TO BE. EVERYWHERE I GO I AM RESPECTED AND PRAISED. I WAS MAIN GIRL IN BIRTHDAY PARTY. EVERYONE WAS WATCHING AND COMPLIMENTING ME. BOYS Tell ME THAT THEY HAVE A CRUSH ON ME AND EVERYONE WERE TREATED ME LIKE QUEEN 👑 THIS WAS BEST BIRTHDAY 🎉 𝗶 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘀𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗲, 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗯𝘆 𝗺𝗲, 𝘂𝗻𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗺𝗲, 𝗺𝘆 𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲, 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗳𝗲𝗰𝘁 𝗶 𝗮𝗺 EVERYONE LOVES ME AND HAS A CRUSH ON ME, ONE LOOK AT ME MAKES EVERYONE FLUSTERED, EVERYONE'S ON THEIR KNEES FOR ME, HAVE AN ARMY OF SIMPS, EVERYONE FALLS IN LOVE WITH ME AT FIRST SIGHT, EVERYONE STARTS HAVING A CRUSH ON ME AT FIRST GLANCE, HAVE A FLIRTY PERSONALITY, BE EXTREMELY CHARMING, HAVE UNDENIABLE CHARM, MAKE EVERYONE GO HEAD OVER HEELS FOR ME, RECEIVE LOVE CONFESSIONS EVERY DAY, I CAPTURE EVERYONE'S HEARTS & ATTENTION, I AM KNOWN AS BADASS IT GIRL WHO MAKE EVERYONE BLUSH, EVERYONE WANTS TO BE ME OR BE WITH ME.

Growing up as a child I always was on a skinny side, petite girl, really active and restless. when I was around 14-15 years old I gained weight. after that, I decided to starve myself. I started starving myself...I became obsessed with calories, about food, about exercising, about becoming skin and bones. I started counting calories obsessively. I still have my old diary. My whole day was about food, losing weight, and calories. I didn't have any more interests. I did not go outside, I was too afraid that friends I meet would want to go to eat, my hair, skin, and nails condition became horrible, I haven't got my period for a few months. At my lowest I was 37kg. I became sick. I felt odd, experienced anxiety, and took unnecessarily huge breaths. (Even as I type this, I am taking large breaths. I sometimes feel as though the air I breathe in doesn't meet my lungs.) I was taken to the doctor, but that of course did me no good. My body was not sick, I had a sickness of the mind. I was super underweight. my BMI was low. everyone was telling me "You need to eat more." "You're way too skinny." "That's all you're eating?" "I need to go on your diet." To which you might be thinking, "hmmm...what diet would that be?" "You are like skeleton'' and other words..The eating disorder was a horrible experience for me. eating disorders is not easy and it's not a way of life. I would never wish this on my worst enemy.

My guy friend told me he likes me but I tried my hardest to change the subject. he already knows I only like him as a friend and I kinda break his heart for this but he should know the truth. after that, he continued to tell me how he felt and he is trying to invite me to places. I don't know what to do. I don't feel the same way. he is complimenting me a lot and that's kinda awkward for me. at least I will be honest and I will tell him that I don't see him as a boyfriend. any other ideas? what should I do? Nini Tsitskishvili 02.10.21