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Having anxiety is hard especially when you live the the present of my life now ...
People think your life is perfect , your happy , fall in love like a fairy tail , never have any thing bad happen , people like you . I like that version as much as the next girl douse , but trust me it's just not the truth ...
When I met the most Important people in my life it was great . Thought nothing could get any better till something happened .
The world stops spinning , my heart beat slows , I feel like I'm trapped , I can't breath , One of the YouTubers got rushed into hospital . Panic attacks take over my life , coming close to dying . Every thing is just one big blur . Crying , falling , my world has been crushed , destroyed . Life wasn't going so perfect as planned .
I just want to wake up .