Nocontact Histoires

A collection of thoughts that wander through the maze that is my mind. Most poems are about longing, memory, emotional persistence, vulnerability and the soft ache of unfinished emotions.

Unsend Letters

--- Looking back, I realize that our kisses felt more like rehearsed scenes than genuine moments. The chemistry just wasn't there, especially when he pushed me to do things I wasn't comfortable with. Yet, there was this strange grip he had on me, an attachment I couldn't fully explain. I was in love with him, but not in the way I thought love should feel. It was a complicated mess that I couldn't seem to shake off-until I finally found the strength to let go. --- The never ending story of Alana and Korbin

A poem about the heartbreak of mother's day to those who are no contact with their mom

The subject of 'Narcissism' has intrigued us for many decades, but social scientists now claim that it has become a "modern epidemic". narcissism lies on a continuum from healthy to pathological. Healthy narcissism is part of normal human functioning. It represents the required self - love and confidence based on real achievements and the ability to overcome setbacks. But, narcissism becomes a problem when one becomes excessively preoccupied with the self and seeks complete admiration and attention, with complete disregard for others' feelings. Lack of satisfaction of this need leads to substance abuse and major depressive disorders. In adolescents, this causes 'Substance Dependency Disorder' (SDD) - they display overt narcissistic and prosocial behaviours, which show a connection between self - centeredness and addiction. These substances include sedatives like alcohol, psychedelics and hallucinogens like marijuana and LSD, stimulants like cocaine, narcotics like opium, heroin, and morphine, and anti-anxiety drugs like Xanax. Assc Direct channel has a contribution to refining the life of many people. They deliver management coaching for self-improvement and also tell the various ways to manage mental disorders quite significantly. The main concern of entire ASSC Direct team is to deal with the Narcissistic behaviour; an egocentric highly selfish person can be so dangerous sometimes that he can harm the loved ones for his benefit. It is very tedious to deal with these sorts of persons.

thoughts on loneliness in a chapter of my life

A poem about guilt that av woman has towards her ex

A developing story...

Thoughts. Going no contact with your parents, is something I never imagined I'd have to go through.

when life throwing that shade, throw it back.

two star crossed lovers reunite after a messy breakup that left them in no contact. once they get placed on the same tech team, he subtly starts to reignite the spark they had.

For my father

Just a short story on to how it feels when your friends grow apart and you're left alone.

Learning to live with EUPD and going non contact. TW abuse, assault, r*pe, grooming, mentions of suicide and self harm

My journey without you

poem collection vol. 1

We all experience moments of perfectionism. However, so-called "normal perfectionists" derive a very real sense of pleasure from the labours of a painstaking effort, while neurotic narcissistic perfectionists are unable to feel satisfaction because in their own eyes they never seem to do things well enough to warrant feelings of satisfaction. The relationship between narcissistic behavior and perfectionism is perplexing. In order to begin to understand how complex it is, it is useful to understand the difference between healthy and unhealthy narcissism. There is a world of difference between healthy narcissism and unhealthy narcissism when it comes to going in "search of our own excellence". ASSC Direct is specialized in narcissistic Personality Disorder who is an expert in the area of narcissistic behaviour and narcissistic abuse. He specializes in teaching and training therapists in the understanding of Narcissistic Abuse Syndrome, a new syndrome that is on the increase in our culture.

connection severed

"I bet you couldn't last one day without contact with me." Phil argued "I bet i can." Dan fought back "stop lying to yourself. We all know you couldn't last a day without me. In fact let's see how much we need each other." Phil said "like a challenge or something?" Dan asked "yeah. I'm going to go to my parents house tomorrow and neither of us can contact each other." Phil challenged "Challenge accepted." Dan accepted Phil lesser had been terminally I'll since birth and is close to facing death. Cover made by @exoticutopia

a smut about me and my no contact ex