jackieisawierdo
when I was a little girl my dream was to have a boyfriend, my parents were very strict about boyfriends my Father always told me 'No dating anyone until you're 20!' I used to argue back, but now I just don't like anyone. I don't feel that special feeling other people do, when someone asks me if I like someone I just get disgusted the, I don't even like my self what else could I do, I sucidal and depressed. My parents hate me, they've told me I'm they're biggest mistake, I'm not loved.