N0L0ng3rHuman
"I was going to tell you when you got back from your mission with Dazai but I need to get this off my chest. I have been having these feelings for a while now, I've always thought of you as my dearest and closest friend. Whenever I see you I feel so lucky to be in your presence, as if I have been blessed by god himself. Feyda, you are my liberty, my path to freedom! I have escaped the cage that contained me for so long in my life, all because of you. So Fedya... Fyodor Dostoyevsky I love you!"
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Nikolai confesses his love to Fyodor, how will he take it?
This is based off of a tiktok, I'll put the link when we reach chapter 4, why? Because it will spoil the whole thing.
Cross posted on AO3