Notloving Stories

I'm doing a redo of where are you going little deer so this is the new, it's more depressing then the other story but still has the same format.

not much I could say other than I have to get this out there, I don't have a great relationship with myself or my way of thought, I do restrain things from myself and I could aknowledge that but I don't want to look at someone in the eyes while I do it, this part of the story is my childhood and teenage years . most of these are secrets that are buried way between the walls of my heart no one should know happened...no one will ever really know me