Historias de Numbness

I still look for you in every person I meet. This wasn't how it was supposed to end. I ruined everything. But a better tomorrow exists. And for the first time, it feels close

Poems are met to be felt and understood. Each one is a different story of its own. This is my first ever publish here. I am a writer who uses words to express what is not easily felt. I will always add poems here whenever I write one. I hope you enjoy them as much as I do.

A collection of dark poems and writing pieces. 🛑THIS BOOK AND ITS CONTENTS IS ONLY SUPPOSED TO BE ON WATTPAD, TWITTER (twitter.com/luxfalls), INSTAGRAM (instagram.com/luxfalls) AND TUMBLR (luxfalls.tumblr.com), NO SITE IS ALLOWED TO USE IT AS I - LUXFALLS- HAVE ALL RIGHTS RESERVED ON IT. ANY SITE USING IT WILL BE REPORTED. NO EXCEPTIONS WILL BE MADE. (Feb 20,2022)

Seeing a pretty flower As you walk by Its beauty is the only Thing to catch your eye. You have not been there To witness it growth You have not seen The many storms its bared. All you see is a pretty flower, like the pretty flowers everywhere.

betäuben translates; to numb, to stun, to daze, to deaden. TRIGGER WARNING; includes talks about suicidal attempts/suicidal idealisation. -please read, like and comment. -lowercase intended. I hope you enjoy <3

#24 is part of the 1% of the population of the earth born with extraordinary powers, but they will never have the upper hand. when you are born with these powers you are snatched away at birth to live in a military facility and trained to become war machines. you are sent onto the field the second you turn 16, and #24 is approaching that mark fast.

A collection of perspectives on experiences of emotional numbness.

Numbness is all I ever knew. Some love drawing, others writing. And I to kill. I love the killing agony.

'So, here I am - a confused and frustrated 16-year-old who wants to figure her life out. By writing for herself. In a diary. It obviously is kind of awkward, but I don’t care. If this saves me from growing up to be an insane old lady living with two cats - Fluffy and Woody - I will stick to this digital diary till death will do us apart.' Abigail Stewart is anything but ordinary. Even though she's just a teenager, her thoughts have an incredible complexity and memories from long ago are still hunting her. Did I mention she is not capable of feeling anything? Yes, Abbie is a mess.. But, seriously, who isn't?

Evacuate. Crash. Unknown planet. Survive. Stay sane. *Short Story*

It was him or it was nothing, to many heart breaks,I couldn't let him go...but holding until him..I began to lose me...I began to sink deep within myself..thinking he would save me..he kept pushing me in the hole and even me being there because of him..I can't not stop loving him..I do love him call me crazy because I am..but how does his wrong makes me think he is so right? I loved you through it all..even in the dark

This is a poetry book with all the poetry I've ever written in it. I don't have a specific writing style. In fact, I don't even know what kind of poetry mine would be considered. Truth is, I just write what's on my mind and sometimes it rhymes. Hope you enjoy and can somewhat relate. c: P.S. This whole poetry book is basically a trigger warning so please be cautious. [All poetry is written by me unless stated otherwise]

You vanished. Turned to dust. Disintegrated. Left. Escaped.

these are poems from a broken boy with some problems that cant really be solved.

During my healing journey, I noticed, how many people do not know what "depression" actually means. In this book we will explore different aspects of depression. In case you are not a book person, check out my podcast on Spotify. I saw something many people suffering from depression and want to help them by sharing my own experiences. I also noticed, that their loved ones could not understand them, because if one has not experienced it, it is very hard to relate. So I will try to explain, what is going on inside the mind of a depressed person. While being depressed, it is not easy to express what one is currently feeling, due to a multitude of overwhelming emotions. But looking back, I feel comfortable to try to describe those emotions.

Do you ever feel lonely? I do. It's summer vacation and I have quite a lot of time to spend on my own.

Not every happy ending stays happy. This is a happy ending gone wrong. Love isn't always enough. Sometimes someone is too broken to save. Love can fail. - - - It's small and super short but i hope u like it. Even though no one will read this,... it feels good to get this off my chest. It's been in my mind for a while but I'm to inexperienced to be able to do a full story BYE BYE

A poem about Jades thoughts on a particular situation she found herself in