Истории Ocd

Sixth Book In My Emo Series (but you can read them in any order and it still makes sense) ❮ ❝Imagine being the most alone you've ever been, but you're surrounded by people that love you. That's how I feel.❞ ❯ Bella had always been a little bit different. She had OCD and it was controlling her entire life. Some would call her intense and interesting, others would call her insane. Either way, the number four ruled Bella's life and now that she had turned sixteen everything was a much bigger deal. Four sets of four is sixteen, and that meant that in her sixteenth year of life something was going to happen. She didn't know what would happen, but she knew that if she stopped counting to four whatever life had in store for her would turn bad. Fast. When her brother Kai comes home for the first time in a while, he sees how loud the voices in his little sister's head have gotten and decides to take things into his own hands. The decision changes everything for Bella and ends up making everything much more complicated.

The beloved Charlie Vanborn. She goes from being the cheer captain in high school, to the cheer captain in Harvard Law school. Where, after an intense game of do or drink, she meets her love, Daniel Warren, the star football player who was burdened by a single injury while suffering with undiagnosed OCD. After being paired up in Constitutional law class, Daniel and Charlie grow closer, while Charlie and her boyfriend, Rafe, drift further apart. But this isn't the last we hear of Rafe. He seems to linger in the shadows of Charlie and Daniel's growing relationship. Is Charlie and Daniel's love for each other stronger than Rafe's attempt to break them up? Or will they put their safety first?

At twenty-six, Dr. Anastasia Blair has perfected the art of control. Tight schedules. Quiet nights. A life built around keeping her four-year-old niece Jennifer safe - and keeping her own secrets buried. Everything works... Until the night he comes back. Ethan Thornwell. Her husband in name. Her mistake in memory. Her undoing in every way she swore she'd never feel again. He arrives at her door at midnight, suitcase in hand, clothes rumpled from travel, eyes burning like he already owns the room. "Missed me? Dear wife," he drawls, that devilish smirk curling at the corner of his mouth. Anastasia hates that her breath catches. Hates that he notices. "You're not supposed to be here," she snaps, pushing the door - but Ethan's faster. His hand slides to her waist, firm and familiar, pinning her gently but inescapably against the wall. He leans in, so close she can feel the warmth of him, the command in his presence, the way he still fits against her like a memory she tried to erase. "I plan on doing a lot of things I'm not supposed to, Anna..." His lips brush her ear, sending a shiver down her spine she wishes she could hide. "And most of them involve you." Her pulse betrays her. Her skin betrays her. Everything in her betrays her. He steps into her house like he never left - like the space remembers him too. And then Jennie's sleepy voice rings out. Her eyes widen. She runs straight toward him with pure joy. "Daddaaa!" Ethan catches her effortlessly, lifting her with strong arms that used to hold Anastasia the same way. His gaze finds Anastasia over Jennie's shoulder, dark, certain, claiming. He didn't come for forgiveness. He didn't come to talk. He came because he's done letting her run. But Anastasia's chest tightens with a truth she's fought to forget: With all that has happened in the past, she's not sure she can ever let him in again. Even if a small, treacherous part of her still burns at the sound of his voice.

(Read my first book for the beginning of the story) Book 1: Y/n had a difficult childhood. Her mother died in a tragic accident, leaving her to be raised by her father, who had little patience and often took out his frustrations on her. She was constantly abused and tortured by her father and brothers, leaving her feeling helpless and isolated. One night, while Y/n was at home, she was kidnapped by the Italian Mafia. The three Italian mafia leaders, Xavian, Griffin and Arlo Russo, had been looking for her for a long time, as she was the daughter of their rival. The English mafia leader Alejandro Romanova. Book 2: Y/n starts her life over again after she lost most of her memories, her brothers close with her while they slowly see her fall in love with the handsome leaders of the Italian mafia. Her past still haunts her, but will she be able to let it go and live her life? Read to find out! (English and Italian are not my first language, sorry for the mistakes)

A girl who has lived a life with lenses given to her by a liar, gets to see it through her new given perception.

Young Niklaus gets sick with a terminal illness, Elijah and the family is there for him to help. He goes on a long journey of challenges and discoveries. Hope by his side all the way bringing refreshing joy to the dull days. Whump fic about our favorit 1000 year old vampire as a 17 year old human dad navigating fatherhood while being ill. Set in an alternate universe Contains mention of rape

The dark sides of Hospitalisation, Depression, OCD, Suicidal thoughts, and more. If you are looking for a happy go lucky poem, then this is not the book for you. Get ready for a dark ride through the horrors of mental health. If you like this book, or the poems in it, feel free to vote for it, and comment. Any feedback is always heavily appreciated.

How the events of Prisoner of Azkaban unfold in this timeline where Snape adopted Hermione as an infant. This is the third installment of the series. There are themes of trauma, abuse, LBGTQIA struggles, romance, family and friendship. This series follows the events from the Philosopher's Stone to the Deathly Hallows.

A collection of poems I wrote for college or just for fun. I might cover some mature stuff from time to time tho.

I open my eyes to find myself in darkness. I feel paralyzed. I can't move an inch. I try to move but I won't budge. Slowly, a figure appears in front of me. The lighter lights up her face as she ignites her cig. My heart sinks as I recognize the face. I should've seen this coming.

Spirit Meadows Mental Asylum is a hospital specifically built for mentally troubled teens. Follow the lives of 6 patients who go through troubles with their past and their future.

Stoizer -------- Richie, a punk autistic prodigy detective has a new case on his hands. While Stanley, a Lonely OCD teenager begins to fall in love.

In this fanfiction, Shoto Todoroki has OCD (obbsesive compulsive disorder) and has to share a dorm with Katsuki Bakugo. Bakugo has to learn how to cope with these new changes. Not everything is perfect, but that's alright. It might not sound very interesting, but I'll try. Also, language because Bakugo is an adorable potty mouth.

Nia James is a 32-year old senatorial speechwriter who is living with Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD). Her illness isolates her from the world, making it almost impossible for her to develop close relationships with other people. After she embarrasses herself at her brother's engagement party, he encourages her to download a new dating app called PoliDate. She sets up an account with the intention of deleting it once she regains her self-esteem, but her plans are thrown out of whack when she matches with her ex-boyfriend, a news anchor who dumped her last New Year's Eve on live television. [Open Novella Contest 2020 -Round One Ambassador Pick -Round Two Qualifier] [Added to the 'Adulthood' list on the official Wattpad ChickLit account on 5/27/2020 Added to the 'Featured' list on the official Wattpad ChickLit account on 7/1/2020]

Thomas Hunter suffers from OCD, following his mental disorder's lineage, that he has heard off but never met. What happens when he sees himself surrounded by a new environment? And what else can there be that makes everything just so... suspicious?

BOOK 1 Sixteen-year-old Milo lives by numbers-counting steps, breaths, patterns-anything that keeps the world steady. With Sadie and Liam by his side, he almost has things under control. But when a new chemistry partner slowly pulls him out of his routines and into something warmer, Milo begins to learn that some things can't be counted or predicted. Some things... you just feel.

𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁𝘀 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗠𝗼𝗻𝗱𝗮𝘆, 𝗙𝗿𝗶𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝗦𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗮𝘆 <3 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘃𝗼𝘁𝗲 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 ! like the title says... this is nothing more than texts/extracts of books that I have never actually wrote. This is mostly a few thoughts or ideas that have spiralled through my head at some stage, and I've then typed them out on my laptop and published them to Wattpad. Feel free to read and give me your thoughts on whatever crap I have written down. Love from eIIoquence xx [highest rankings] #𝟭 𝗶𝗻 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱 #𝟯 𝗶𝗻 𝗲𝘅𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝘀 #𝟰 𝗶𝗻 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁𝘆𝗼𝘂𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 #𝟳 𝗶𝗻 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗶𝘁𝘀𝗲𝗲𝗺𝘀

Touching someone is such a friendly form of poison and being touched is such a warm way to die. An ongoing poetry collection about obsessive compulsive disorder

MENTALLY ILL AU. read in black. no happy vibes here.

A collection of poems 1 - The Cigarette Told Me 2 - a poem by evie 3 - Even If He's The One 4 - And In The End We Broke Each Other 5 - Reminiscence 6 - Play The Pain Away {Trigger warnings at the top of the poem}