histórias de Osfed

just a thought

**TRIGGER WARNING** Welcome to another broken journal of mine! For any of my long time readers, you may remember I had another journal at one time where I took you on a walk through the dark forest of my mind. Well, now it's time I take you on that walk again. If you do choose to read this, please be aware things may get dark and could possibly be triggering. You have been warned. Anywho, this will probably mostly be weight and personality stuff since those are the two things most active right now, but it may contain some other stuff relating to self harm and other possibly triggering things. Honestly, I see this as probably being a journal I use to focus a lot on my weight loss. Maybe it won't be all about that. Who knows. But if you don't care for my entries, please just don't read them. So welcome to my (new) broken journal! Enjoy? *Note: I do not promote or glorify any of the things I deal with. They are hell. The only reason I seem comfortable with them is because once you're in hell for so long you get used to the heat.*

Spain's smile speaks of an indestructible vitality, yet his eating habits tell a very different story. It takes Romano his whole life plus a 10-minute wait at a bus stop to figure this out. [tw: eating disorders, angst, depressive feelings, past child abuse/rape, trust issues, self-esteem issues, hurt/comfort, childhood trauma, strong feelings of guilt, shame & denial] Crossposted on AO3 and ff.net. Feel free to head over: AO3: LindseyWells ff.net: Mounira

For Dylan, it's just a regular shift at a theme park restaurant until a beautiful mess walks through the door.

I thought I might just write down some of my thoughts about different mental illnesses and stuff... kind of as a kind of diary and way of getting things out, and also because if one person sees this and it helps them, it's worth it. I'm not sure how it's going to go, but I'm gonna start and see what happens.

Good day, I'm a young professional working toward her double-major in French and English. I love children, and think I might go to grad school for Child Psychology. I hear there's a national shortage, and feel that helping others is my calling. I'm steps away from hospitalization, but that doesn't matter. I also have a killer sense of humor, but I try not to be the class clown. Nonetheless, coming up with witty quips and stand-up routines is something I do in my spare time. I think people - especially adults like me - need to laugh more. Please ignore my baggy pants and wrinkled shirt. It's obvious I'm too fat to wear anything else. Yes, and I write. I do some illustration on the side, as well, but traveling like I do makes it a pain to carry around the extra luggage. They're more like hobbies, really, but I wouldn't mind being published someday. The dizziness is normal. My blood sugar isn't the most stable, you know. It's a condition that runs in the family. Hm, what more? I guess I'm a fan of fitness and healthy eating. I got into it in high school, and felt so much better because of it. Maybe we could swap recipes, sometime. Fitness and healthy eating, my ass. Feeling better, usually. I discovered what a piece of shit I was in high school, and never looked back. I'm twenty, I'm going places, and I won't recover.

Poems about life and love and trauma and mental health and my experiences. This is going to be a growing collection of poems and short stories mostly about my life and the childhood trauma I experienced. It will include graphic imagery at times and overwhelming emotions and thoughts that could be triggering to others. This is my journey to find hope and relearn love and acceptance. I'll bloom in my own time, join me if you'd like.

Never rely on someone for your own happiness, it's absolutely dangerous and self-destructive. Trigger warnings Depression, Eating Disorders, Anxiety Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, PTSD... Please note that I do not glorify self-harm, suicidal ideation, eating disorders or any other types of mental illnesses.

Charlie was of the belief that eating disorders could never fully go away. He wasn't being pessimistic, he was pretty certain he could keep it at bay, but those thoughts were always there, in the back of his mind. He'd still catch a glimpse of someone underweight and long for it, and as much as he redirected those thoughts, they'd always come back. He'd look at something he wanted to eat and see nothing but calories, unwillingly counting in his head until the meal became that much harder. It wasn't until he was twenty-four that he found himself back where he started. - extreme trigger warning for eating disorders tl;dr slimecicle has an eating disorder

This book will have tips, advice and information about Eating Disorders. We will include helplines, advice chapters, specifics on each ED and more. If you have a request for a chapter, please let us know and we'll accomodate you as best we can. We are also including a specific set of chapters called the Directory so that you can get in touch with others that can help improve your writing. #11 in Non-Fiction

My days as they go by- good and bad stuff