hopingtae
Why am I so pathetic?
You don't think about me at all, but all I do is think about you, we didn't date, we didn't say "i like you" to each other, and I can't move on from you, even if that's all I really want.
I see you with her and something inside me breaks every time, I wish you wouldn't mean as much as you do to me, I wish it would be easier for me to move on and like someone else, someone who likes me and thinks about me.
I can't really blame you, because it's my fault, I never told you my feelings or what I thought about you.
You seem so happy. So alive. And for a moment I think I will be like that someday, even if it's far away.