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Being Indian American feels like living in a pressure cooker wrapped in a smile. You're told to be perfect, productive, palatable - never loud, never intimidating. But travel to India, and you'll meet folks who are bold, stylish, confident, and unapologetically gangsta. DEAR DIASPORA, YOU'RE NOT THE MAIN CHARACTER is a sharp, personal callout - not to India, but to the suffocating performance of "representation," perfectionism and intraracial competition that dominates Desi life in the West. This isn't a sob story - it's a truth bomb. A cultural essay that demands real freedom, not filtered branding. If you're ready to sip some realness, break free from the cage of expectations, and find your max pro aura - this is for you. 🍋 Bold. Tart. Sweet. Unfiltered. 🍋 Just like a glass of limeade on a hot day.

Here's where you may find out more about me if you visit my profile. We'll cover everything in a short, quick introduction. I hope you enjoy reading! Have fun!

1 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐑 ──────── ₊⋆☽◯☾⋆₊ ──────── Blood Red Roses is a 𝒑𝒐𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒄 memoir of becoming, an 𝒖𝒏𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 of myself, one fragile 𝒑𝒆𝒕𝒂𝒍 at a time. This collection traces my journey through the 𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒍𝒆 and 𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒍𝒆𝒅 years of teenagehood. Through each poem, you would get a glimpse of 𝒓𝒂𝒘 and 𝒖𝒏𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒅 moments of love, heartbreak, loss, confusion and even 𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒔 of 𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒚. The title is more than just a name : it is a 𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒂𝒑𝒉𝒐𝒓 of growth and acceptance . Each year, each experience was a petal 𝒖𝒏𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 . Some were 𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕 like teenage innocence while others were 𝒋𝒂𝒈𝒈𝒆𝒅, 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒅 with blood, 𝒘𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒅 by heartbreak and 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒕 in reaching. Some were glowing 𝒓𝒆𝒅 under the eternal 𝒔𝒖𝒏𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 of euphoria while others were 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒅 due to the 𝒅𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔 of insecurity and 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒅𝒔 of pent up emotions . But together these roses compose the bouquet of my becoming. Now I offer this bouquet to you, dear reader, and hope you find petals of your own and embrace the garden you are meant to be. ──────── ₊⋆☽◯☾⋆₊ ──────── ⟪ h i g h e s t r a n k i n g s ⟫ #1 in poesia (out of 15k stories) #1 in spokenword (out of 4.57k stories) #1 in personal thoughts (out of 2.5k stories)

This is a personal poetry book about people I loved, or still love and about my life. I don't go into details (cause once again, personal) but it's my pretty much first time writing poems so feel free to read it and leave critiques. The poems are completely based on emotions and not on any type of professionalism. Enjoy :)

A new cycle begins...

Love, misunderstandings, pride, and forgiveness. Two people love each other deeply, but silence, fear, and unspoken pain slowly create distance. One realizes too late that saying "sorry" could have changed everything. The book moves between past memories and present regret

A messy mind collection. Thoughts, rants, and reflections from someone figuring life out one messy moment at a time. Essays made from 2023-2026 about love, chaos, and everything that makes us feel under the weather.

Heya! This is pretty much a journal that maps out my personal journey towards getting gender affirming surgeries. Topics included are doctor appointments, questions asked and answered, and much more. Note: This is just MY personal journey. Not everyone will have or experience the same thing. I am NOT a medical professional, so any information said is what I'VE been told, heard, or experience(d). Warning: some sensitive topics may be discussed/mentioned.

Dear reader: Once I know a boy who become my muse and everything was great until he disappeared without single note . I wrote three short story which describes stages of our relationship and I hope by magic of the internet they would reach him, messiges that I am not able to send him. Sebastian you are forever my muse and all of this is for you! and even if I won't find him I'll still be happy if those stories reach to right audience , hopeless romantics like me... I hope you'll enjoy and if you want even help me dear reader. with love ANI

A short story about loneliness after love. This is not a love story. This was written in real pain and emotions. Inspirations: (500) Days of Summer, White Nights, The Less I know the Better - Tame Impala and some songs by the band, "The Smiths" Based on the author's personal experience with his first love, exaggerated for story purposes.

Freeing yourself by understanding yourself. Feel free to follow on YouTube @voicefromthedawn https://youtu.be/l7jf1wUjmu8

This Poetry collection is about Lifepath, and the growing up as a mature person. The Book contains philosophical poems about personal achievements and dreams with optimistic, bittersweet and sad taste. Everything written here, is based on my own experience. I wrote this book in Autumn, so I called it this way. Emotions and life's moments are like autumn's leaves. They fall to blossom again in Spring. My life is in its Autumn age. I can say it is time to fulfil my dreams and share my experience with all.

An update on my personal life (If anyone cares).

this'll be updated when I can! so yeah!!!

⚠️💛This is a judge free zone. If you are disrespectful to a person or make fun of a persons problem, you will be reprimanded. If you do not stop there, you will be blocked. Thank you💛⚠️ ‼️❤️If you have a problem you want discussed, feel free to ask. DM me or comment. ❤️‼️

Just random thoughts as I go through my days... relishing every moment... finding meaning in every breath... trying to get back to who I was before my journey started. Robert Frost said it well, "Nature's first green is gold", and at this age I wonder if I can return to the beginning when everything was green and gold. Would you like to take that journey too? Maybe we can find ourselves again in these pages....

A collection of little blurbs I wrote over April 2024.

Poetry that resonates with your soul. Words written to motivate and inspire people to overcome hardships, heartbreaks, and pain. Expressing life experiences through poetry to transform lives and encourage others to continue fighting on their journey to greatness. No journey is a straight line but hopefully my words can motivate others to keep fighting for their dreams.

Disclaimer: This journal was posted a long time ago and I have changed since then. Warning: Homphobia, cursing, self-harm, and mental illness. My jotted down +LGBTQIA thoughts in a digital journal.

Many people read about people's success story's. Others read about how many have nothing. This book is about the pursuit of success in the fitness industry. It's about the growth of Leadership, personal development, sex, love, the good, the bad, and ugly. I am sharing my story of my pursuit to success, when even my success is not guaranteed. It's real time, and I hope this story/bio can be relatable to many other fitness professionals and/or people looking to get into the fitness industry. I hope my experience saves time, energy, money, and even pain for future professionals. Trust me, I wish I had someone coach me in my journey early on.