Perttu Stories

For suicide awareness...

Perttu pulled back to rest his head against the cushion of the sofa as he let out a loud, throaty moan. Eicca attacked the exposed skin of his friend’s throat with his teeth, provoking pants and whimpers from the man mewling in pleasure beneath him — The hickey that would be left there would be marvelous. “T-This didn’t happen last time.” The smaller hissed through tightly gritted teeth. His desire for the blonde was somewhere in the atmosphere, and he was too clouded by lust to even think of anything else.

Perttu Kivilaakso is a snobby, careless teenage boy who could build an entire cruise with his money and could even buy one. Within the walls of his private school, he has friends that he probably couldn't on ten hands and teachers that would do anything to make his every whim possible. His home is absolutely flawless and immensely large and his family is loving, caring, and stuck-up. That wasn't a common mixture in society, but with Perttu's perfect life, anything was possible. Then... there was Eicca Toppinen - the quiet and lonely teen with one friend who is losing interest with him simply because he won't say anything. Not only is Eicca a loner, but he goes to Perttu's high quality school with high expectations and judgments. And to make life even better, he was an orphan. And then here's the biggest plot twist of life: He was Perttu's butler and was living with him, having to pay bills for staying there. Eicca makes sure to do his job and stay out of Perttu's way, knowing just how mean and stuck-up the teenager could be. But when one of Perttu's close friends tells him that he would never be able to hold Eicca's interest or make him happy, Perttu bets him that he could. The two friends make a bet to make Eicca fall head over heels in love with Perttu by the end of the first two months. Perttu succeeds in doing so within the first three weeks, but when he feels himself developing feelings for Eicca, he's not happy. If the relationship was supposedly real in the first place, he would've been ecstatic. But the problem was...that this was still a bet. That the relationship wasn't real. Now he has to deal with his emotions and the bet. And there was a time where Perttu's life was so perfect...so how did it end up like this?

Perttu Kivilaakso was the rebel cellist who didn't want to follow any of the rules when he entered college. And you would think he wouldn't be like that coming from a rich family and a mansion, wouldn't you? Sometimes living the perfect life wasn't so perfect. Eicca Toppinen was the college student with the good grades, amazing musical talent, and the loner reputation. Coming from a home broken from poverty and hate, it was a quite common factor. When these two worlds collide, trouble, trust issues, and most of all, love ensues. But being college students, they could definitely make it through, right? Because love conquers all, right?

He would stand, shoulders hunched and eyebrows furrowed, in front of the mirror for the longest time, primping and preening himself to flawlessness; wholly disappointed in what he saw. He’d quickly grow frustrated with himself, hating himself for the way he looked. He’d glare disgustedly at every mirror, sometimes even at the translucent image reflected onto plain glass, no matter how long he’d stand in front of it. Failure and misery would bubble up in his stomach. He would never let it out; he would swallow it down and force it to be quiet. Desperately, he’d ignore the silent screams self-hatred that swelled and merged throughout his entire being, that seemed to get louder and louder with each passing glance.