Phanangst Stories

A nickname that goes bitter in your mouth. Cries for help that no one listens to. Gentle hands that make you quake on the ground you're standing on. When Phil first met Nico, he thought he was a gift from the heavens. But behind the mask lies something daunting, something unnerving, that Phil never foresaw. Through his journey, he finds solace in Dan, the regular at his workplace, who seems to be the only one who sees through Nico's mask to the darkness underneath.

Prompt: “With Schools AUs it’s always Badboy!Phil with Nerd!Dan or Badboy!Dan with Nerd!Phil. That about a fic where both are bad, and meet behind the bike shed for a smoke, or both are nerds, and meet in the library.” (I went with both are bad) Summary: Dan Howell is one of the most popular kids in school, with a badboy reputation to uphold. On the day that he meets the new boy, Phil Lester, who seems just as bad as himself, they become friends almost immediately. But as one thing leads to another, Dan isn't so sure if he and Phil are just friends, or more? Overall warnings: swearing, mentions of drugs, smoking, drinking, strong homophobic slur, domestic abuse, mild smut, violence, emotional manipulation

Check Yes Juliet - song fic: 17 year old Phil has just come out to his extremely religious parents. They weren’t happy. Now he must make a choice between them, and his boyfriend, Dan. Will you marry me? (drabble - 100 words) : Dan’s thoughts when Phil proposes to him. illphil: Just a short little fluffy thing about Phil’s sick day in October. Safe and Sound - song fic: Dan gets scared by a powercut/thunderstorm. Phil comforts him. In your dreams...- future AU

[completed maybe?] Fluff and angst oneshots about Dan Howell and Phil Lester

Just a little book filled with Dan and Phil!

Very random, sometimes fluffy, or adorbz, but it's gonna mostly be random fics that don't add up to any story line. Each is kinda a diff Phan AU. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Phil Lester had crutches and a close to zero percent chance of surviving the selection. It was a fact he had accepted when he was young, something that had been engrained into his very being from the day he was born. It was Daniel Howell, the boy everyone knew about; the boy who had made out with nearly everyone in his grade; who, unknowingly, kept Phil alive. When tensions come to a head as both Dan and Phil are selected to be left in the forest to die, will Phil find the love he deserves, or will they both perish in the endless wilderness?

"Memories" is a collection of phan oneshots written by me, aka cawerkuu, for your viewing and entertainment pleasure.

a collection of phan AUs by your problematic fave

Elodie has never been part of the "phandom" and hates Dan and Phil objectively purely because they are popular, but her life is flipped upside down when she is adopted by them. TW for self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression etc. There will be trigger warnings for everything that comes up at the start of each chapter.

Dan Howell is a pastel-loving gay boy attending a new strict Catholic school... What could go wrong? Phil Lester, the bully of the school. That's what.

When his best friend confesses his love for him, Dan Howell is thrown into a spiral of confusion and into a journey of self discovery to find the answer to the most important question he needs to answer. What is love? Will he find the answer? Or will one mistake cause him to lose his best friend forever?

Some phanfictions I wrote, obviously about Phan (Dan and Phil). Some are fluff, but most are angst, as that's all I am good at writing for some reason. ALSO I DO NOT OWN DAN AND PHIL i wish.

Anything and everything I've written randomly related to Dan and Phil, pretty much!

•Soft Phil X Bad Boy Dan• The cigarette burns in his sweatshirt, the scent still lingering around me. Tears steaming down my face as I lift up the sweatshirt to my face, catching the tears in the dark red cloth, my words are muffled against the worn fabric... "I love you Dan" *UN EDITED*

"when we kissed the world became colorful... didn't you see it too? "what are you talking about?" -lowercase intended-

run with me, find the prettiest piece of gold and I'll put it on your neck. it will almost shine as much as those dark brown eyes, and your dark pink, glossed lips. im going to make you feel alive. just run.

phan// oh god it looks like daniel, must be the clouds in my eyes.

-I guess you could say its a modern day Romeo and Juliet with Phil being the Romeo to Dan's Juliet- Genre: fluff but contains smut (maybe in later chapters)

Teenage crushes, hasty promises and late night texts bring two sad hearts together. A story of sadness and happiness, isolation and romance, and love and loss. tw: suicidal thoughts and behavior, self harm, bullying and violence, swearing.