SumireInuzuka
Alone in his shrine, Xie Lian's memories of San Lang blur with impossible visions of Hua Cheng. The warmth, the touch, the closeness-none of it real, all of it devastating. He knows he should stop, he knows he shouldn't feel this way, but his mind and body refuse to obey.
WARNING: No major sexual content, but is implied
Crossposted from AO3