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In a world where morality is blurred, Shiva navigates the dark underbelly of crime while concealing the unbearable weight of his own existence. Emotionally detached yet deeply wounded, he wears a mask of indifference, suppressing a lifetime of trauma that manifests as relentless physical pain. He is a master manipulator, a deceiver, and a survivor-yet, at his core, he is a man consumed by self-disgust. Despite his hatred for himself, three fragile reasons tether him to life: his love for a girl who barely acknowledges him, his unwavering loyalty to the abusive family that broke him, and the little brother he raised to be everything he could never become. If even one of these reasons crumbles, so will he. As he maneuvers through the chaos of the crime world-both a participant and an outsider-Shiva finds himself drawn into a series of brutal conflicts, each forcing him to confront the contradictions within him. He claims to have no desire to kill, yet death follows in his shadow. He yearns to be understood, yet has perfected the art of deception. He wants to feel something-anything-but every emotion is buried beneath years of carefully constructed lies. When the past he's tried so hard to bury resurfaces, Shiva's carefully maintained facade begins to crack. Someone close to him is starting to see through the act. And as the weight of his suffering becomes impossible to contain, he is left with one question: Can he keep holding on, or is the mask he wears the only thing keeping him alive?

Warning, this is a fist draft that I'm writing for the November challenge. it will have many grammar errors, spelling errors, and a handful of plot holes. Trellis begrudgingly goes to find a cure for Starrot, a plague affecting more than just the Clearai, with Stella and Coro. (I'll add a better one when I get there ^^) Placeholder cover made on canvas