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The story follows a thirteen year old girl who wakes up after a traumatic night, after shelfharm . She struggles to get out of bed, haunted by pain, fear, and shame. Each day feels like a battle between pretending to be okay and the chaos consuming her inside.
At school, she hides behind makeup, fake smiles, and laughter, concealing her exhaustion, trauma, and reliance on pills , cigarettes , ed and selfharm to numb the pain. Despite being surrounded by friends, she feels isolated, misunderstood, and invisible. Hallway harassment, gossip, and betrayal from her ex best friend who once exposed her darkest secrets to everyone, including her mother
Throughout the day, she continues to pretend, maintaining a mask of normality while internally collapsing. Her notebooks and pockets carry reminders of her despair-hidden suicide notes and pills. Every moment feels like an effort to hold herself together, to stay alive just one more day.
her life is chaotic but she is alive