Reflectivewriting Stories

This is not just a memoir. It is the story of a quiet war. During my New Year resolution to reduce sugar, I discovered that the real enemy was not sweets it was my own cravings. Every day was a battlefield. Every dessert, a temptation. Every "no" I whispered felt like a small victory. This is the story of discipline versus desire... and the fragile strength of self-control... If you ever tried quitting something you love.. then I am sure you can relate ..

Your wallflower through times and seasons. Gleamed golden with an inside of crimson.

"A raw dive into grief, emptiness, and haunting resonance. Read slowly. Feel it in your bones. This is for the lost, the silent, the unbroken."

This story is about me and an experience I had just as soon this year started anf what my mind thought most of the time and a little about me.

"Here. Before. And After Me" is a collection of reflections from a girl learning to choose herself. Not perfectly. Not loudly. But honestly.

"Time Out, Ref" is a deeply personal and reflective coming-of-age poem by Christine, marking the emotional transition from teenage years to young adulthood. Set against the backdrop of high school memories and the beginning of college life, the poem explores the desire to hold onto simpler times, while acknowledging that growth demands change. With honesty and faith at its core, Christine expresses the tension between nostalgia and readiness, ultimately trusting that God is guiding her steps. The poem closes with strength and surrender-closing one door and stepping through another.

It starts with a number. A flicker on the scale, a sinking feeling in the chest, and a silent judgment that follows you into your day. In these first snapshots of Becca's life, we meet a girl trying to stay afloat in a world full of contradictions-where food is both comfort and enemy, where being "fine" is easier than being honest, and where even a granola bar can feel like a test. At the bus stop, in health class, on the bathroom floor-Emma's thoughts spiral between what she shows the world and what she keeps hidden. This introduction to 'The Lies Inside' sets the stage for a quiet unraveling, where the small moments-skipped breakfasts, posters on the wall, numbers on a screen-start to mean more than anyone around her realizes. Until maybe... someone does.

A Daughter's Grief, A Father's Love, A Soul Still Healing... I counted the days like I used to when I was a child; waiting for my father to come home from a long trip. But this time, he's not coming back. This book is a love letter to my grief. To the girl I was before July 7, 2022. To the silence that came after the miscalls. To the daughter who still whispers " I miss you, Dada" into her pillow. And to the woman who's learning that surviving is also a form of loving. Moonlight Still Finds Me isn't just a book. It's a gentle reminder that heartbreak doesn't make you broken. That even if you feel lost, you are not alone. Because somewhere in the dark; your story is still glowing. And so are you.

Life's got layers. It's beautiful and messy, a journey and a gamble, a mystery and a meaning and full of chances we don't always get to choose. This poem invites you to consider the value we carry, the choices we don't control, and the hope that-whether held, borrowed, or tossed-we still matter.

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I learned to fish before I learned how to pray. Before I understood faith, I understood waiting. This is a story about growing up in the space between violence and silence, where God was spoken of but rarely felt, and survival came before belief. Told through memory, scripture, and the quiet language of water, Fishing for God traces a childhood shaped by addiction, neglect, and displacement, and a faith that never fully left, even when it stopped answering. For readers who have loved God and felt unseen by Him. For those who stopped asking, but never stopped thirsting.

What happens when a simple morning wake-up reveals an unsettling feeling inside? Simmering Fury explores that moment when a rush of unease creeps in without explanation-neither a nightmare nor anger, but something more mysterious. This poem delves into the complexity of inner emotions, capturing the quiet chaos that stirs beneath the surface when we least expect it.

A flame doesn't die in an instant... it fades, slowly, silently. And in its dimming light, we discover truths we never wanted to face."

"The Autumn of Ashes" is a poignant exploration of life, death, and the journey of the soul after departing from the earthly realm. The story is narrated from the perspective of a deceased individual who reflects on their passing, witnessing the profound grief of their loved ones as they prepare for the final rites. As the protagonist's body is honored through traditional rituals, they experience a gradual release from earthly ties, ultimately finding solace and peace in the afterlife. The narrative delves into themes of love, loss, and acceptance, capturing the intricate emotions of those left behind while illustrating the beauty of letting go and embracing the cycle of life. The tale resonates with readers through its vivid imagery and heartfelt sentiments, inviting them to contemplate their own relationships with mortality and the search for inner peace amidst grief.

"Echoes in Reticence" delves into the inner dilemma of holding back emotions and unspoken words. It vividly captures the profound ache of wanting to express feelings but fretting they might burden others. As thoughts and words remain trapped in the deep recesses of the mind, they become echoes-yearning to be freed but confined in silence. A soulful exploration of the burden of unexpressed truths.

Thoughts running in my mind, urging me to write it down.

This compilation brings together a rich tapestry of poetry, quotes, messages, prose, and self-reflection. Each piece is crafted to resonate deeply with the reader, offering a blend of inspiration and introspection. Through evocative verse and poignant prose, you'll find moments of solace and strength, reflections on the human experience, and messages that speak to the heart. From the elegance of poetry to the power of personal insights, this collection is a journey through the varied landscapes of emotion and thought. Whether you're seeking motivation, comfort, or a moment of connection, this anthology offers a diverse range of voices and perspectives to guide you through your own reflections and experiences.

An inner monologue of my darkest moments and self discovery. Despite trying to ignore my never ending inner monologue I find myself once again writing down my thoughts carefully choosing each word with some twisted and confusing .... that this may be the book that I actually finish but also knowing that I've done this four times already, from make believe worlds I tried to escape into, to the digital book of shadows tracking my gained knowledge of which craft and spirituality, and yet this is different. I sit here knowing that if anyone ever does ever read this they are about to bear witness to the unpicking of my past and my mind, they will soon know me better than I know myself in this moment, yet there is no shame or apprehension but simply acceptance of my current position and a vague and blurry hope. So here it is, with all it's stupid and painful details, and as I go through the time line of my life so far maybe I'll just understand myself or maybe it will no longer matter and I'll just be happy.

When a newcomer arrives in Canada, nothing feels particularly new-until politeness begins to reveal itself as a quiet language of its own. Through snowfall, coffee shop lines, and silent nods, this reflective piece explores what it means to belong in a country that greets you softly, with a word as simple and strange as "sorry." A lyrical story about identity, observation, and the understated beauty of cultural kindness.

When absence becomes a face we see every day, and existence turns into a question without an answer- Adam steps into the maze of his own mind, only to face what he fears the most: himself. Face of Absence is a haunting journey beyond the borders of man and shadow, where silence speaks, and every echo hides a truth untold.