Historias de Relapse

A lot of questions is going on with a writer's head for a while. Wondering what's the purpose of being left behind o kung may purpose ba talaga ang lahat. She endured everything, pain, missing someone, regret, and loneliness. The writer's endured everything that kind of emotions all by herself. No one helped her. Acting strong in the crowd, almost dying in the night. Repeatedly asking the same question everynight. In short the writer who can't move on.

just for fine

♫︎ 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒆𝒍𝒔𝒆, 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒊 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆, 𝒏𝒐 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐 ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏ 𝐞𝐮𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚 𝐬𝟐 ꒰ 𝐟𝐞𝐳𝐜𝐨 𝐱 𝐟!𝐨𝐜 ꒱ 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝: 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝟑𝐫𝐝, 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟐 𝐩𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝: 𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐞 𝟐𝟖𝐭𝐡, 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟐 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝: ?

I guess you could say that Soleil hasn't gotten over the fact that she is in love with Adrean. Although she is only thirteen, do not underestimate her thought of 'love' this began at the age of ten. Adrean has always been on her mind and it annoys Soleil's best friends but that doesn't matter to her. At the start, Ciena, former best friend of Soleil's, accidentally interferes with Adrean. Does this ruin her relationship completely? Her love may be lost, but who said it couldn't be found?

Poems that talk about the struggles of some young people. It is about pain, worthlessness, loss, etc.

Music has saved Rose, in more ways than one. But now she's faced with the problem of love. The amazing Bret Von Dehl, singer of The Relapse Symphony, is falling for Rose and doesn't even know if she feels the same. why? because Rose is mute and hasn't spoken since she was 7 years old. Now that she has Bret can she keep the singer without even speaking? *Sorry I couldn't think of what to say for the story.*

These are just some thoughts I have had, and decided to put them into poetry. I hope you enjoy them :)

****SEQUEL TO: "My Life is a Silent Hurricane"**** Oh and the walls kept tumbling down in the cities that we loo-oove. But when you close your eyes, does it almost feel like you've been here before? I'm 15-year-old Storm. I've been through a living hell and come out alive, with the battle scars to prove it. My superhero, Wesley, has saved me. I've fought and beaten anorexia, cutting, and more than one near-death experience. I'm getting better. I'm seeing the hope and light at the end of the tunnel. Everything seems okay, for once. Until.... It isn't. Can I beat this challenge?Can I conquer the screaming demons inside me once and for all? Or will the ash and dust and tears and pain overcome it all over again? Will i be known as the survivor or the city lost in ashes? I'm fighting with all might but, maybe, even when you give your all, you still need your superhero to save you. Great clouds roll over the hills, bringing darkness from abo-oove. How am I gonna be an optimist about this?

06 | 12 | 16 -A collection of short poems I've written -Post as I write publishing schedule -All these poems are my own work -No general theme Thank you for your time and thank you to everybody who has helped and or inspired me along the way. -n|s

"i swear i didn't do it because i wanted to die! i just wanted to see what my pulse looked like on the inside." (andrea gibson, 'when the bough breaks')

•°'~Cover Art by Me~'°• sentiment /ˈsɛntɪm(ə)nt/ noun exaggerated and self-indulgent feelings of tenderness, sadness, or nostalgia. "I take it back." "What do you take back, John?" "It was not the sixth. You must be near the tenth." "And what makes you think that?" "It takes a high mass of nicotine to make Sherlock Bloody Holmes get afraid enough to even flinch."

Poetry. The words that don't pass my lips

*poetry for those who have loved others from afar* loving someone from afar doesn't mean you force your desires on them... it's saying to someone, "I value your presence" without asking for anything in return.

Usually, I'm just a reader. Now, I will be randomly posting poems written by myself. This is my first time showing anyone these and some are deeply personal. Please, no hate or judgment. Wattpad has given me a way to escape the struggles of my everyday life and I hope someone reads these who also may be struggling and know they are not alone. Very random, no consistent posting schedule and will not be published chronologically. Always available, don't be afraid to reach out (especially if you need someone to talk to, if you see a grammatical error, have feedback or would like to follow me on other forms of social media). Xxox Chloe

Monti is a young high school senior who's attempting to overcome his mothers recent suicide attempt. His world has begun to collapse from within him, causing him to spiral down a deep and treacherous path of self loathing. Tina is a young, fiery teenager that has never wished nothing more than to leave her home town. But as her senior year comes to an end, her whole world comes crashing upon her, leaving her under a pile of rubble that she cannot seem to escape from. Then they meet, their lives colliding into one another's. Tainted Hearts is a novel heavily based upon unconditional love, betrayal and acceptance. It shines light upon the horrific yet common experiences most teenagers share, signifying the importance of self love and the understanding of all young, developing minds. That their worth is not, and will never be defined by the scars upon their skin.

The second volume to 'Whom it May Concern' Not for the feint of heart reader; a much more darker version and much deeper look into my headspace. Hope you all enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing it

From the depths of my soul to the bubble of my brain this are the thoughts that come out to play. Enjoy or not, just listen and think, what of these poems mean something to you?

Harry slowly drew the knife to his lips, softly enveloping the cold metal between them. The taste of blood ran Harry wild. Time seemed to slow down as Harry softly closed his eyes, savoring the taste of his victim. The taste of an innocent human being.

"I'll fight alone because no one's on my side and it's just Me Agaist The World" I'm known for being a freak.Everyone just leaves me all alone and I try to stay strong.I deal with fake friends,bullies,family problems.I live in a broken home and I am depressed and anorexic.Even after everything,I learn to stand up and be brave,stay strong.All I've wanted all my life is to find true happiness and so I strive to get it but there will be challenges I have to face on my own. Or maybe there will be someone who'll help me but for know,it's just Me Agaist The World -From a nobody

Okay, I am in a major depression and writing about it makes me feel better. So these are very personal and not very funny. Just so you know...