Relapsed Stories

Our youth is about a teenage girl named Ella that has neuroblastoma and living life as long as she can. She also has her 3 friends Landon, Claire, and Jake. After all the carelessness she realizes she can't take it anymore and finds out its getting worse and her doctor decides that she has severe depression and she can't take it anymore she relapsed and rushed to the hospital and her friends realize she is depressed and Jake tries his best to help her with her depression and her cancer. But her parents don't care about her depression and calls her names. She can't take it anymore.

It's utter complete bullshit when you think it's gone. It sneeks back up on you for no complete reason. To cut or to starve. To burn or to pull its still self harm and it's in control. I finally thought I was okay but then I do the same ass thing. I'm weak and stupid. I'm hurting not only me but the people who love me. But the thing is is that once you do this thing it's always there. Never going to leave you just sitting right on your shoulder is the thing you thought you loved but killed all your happy thoughts. Now a child forever in the dark. Picked on and insecure up you turn to something to end the pain for only a split second. Emotional pain is just a gain. But physical pain is a reflection of the damage YOU bring. Nobody will love a girl who cuts her self till she's bleeding out on the bathroom floor crying for a chance at a new world. Cause that's bullcrap. That's only in watt pad story's. A relapse is a breaking point between your weapon and your control who will win? ...

Poetry

Sentences begin to make sense when you break the word order. People begin to show their true colours when you break their heart apart. Yet sense hurts and true colours don't last. - I write mostly to escape my mind, and rarely to express it. So you'll read mini-story poems and some dark and messy ones. Criticise my writing; break it, smash it, anything that will help me improve. -