Religiousguilt Stories

Perfect apostolic church girl starts to discovering feelings she hates (sorry if the grammar is bad I am dyslexic)

Two best friends develop feelings for each other. Their relationship has to be kept secret from their judge small town.

Eliana, the new and polite student who's just came to finish her last year and see what the new school has to offer immediately notices a gorgeous, way taller brunette on her first day, the only one who didn't introduce herself. Still, she doesn't mind a little crush, she knows what she likes. Vera, never really been into anyone, raised in a religious household finds herself battling between one side of her brain wanting to know everything about Eliana and the other reminding her this isn't how she acts. This isn't what her mother taught her. (kinda fast paced honestly) a/n: hello i would like to just say though in school, this is their last year meaning they are both 18 as of a few months ago, as this is currently ongoing i don't know how mature it'll be but i thought having them be 18 opens up more opportunities for the future just incase ;)

Rin is a devout Christian. Bachira is the bane of his existence.

Leo and iris, two "straight" girls on the same cheer team, put against each other

"Dear Future Husband...I hope you're a woman. I hope you have soft hands, a gentle smile, feel deeply, lighten my life, have a nice laugh, understand me..." -------- A book of letters I had to write for Church and Bible College, and it turning into me finally coming out of the closet, and realizing things that should have been obvious. You'll have to bear with me on the chapters BEFORE I realize I'm gay though.

how can an instrument tuned in the wrong way sound so right?

Two rock musicians, Eden and Iris, one local and one global, fall in love.

Things I don't want to keep in my notes, basically Mix of my thoughts and feelings and creative liberties :) All of this is obviously very simplified, but on the off chance someone is interested in a more complex theological debate, let me know!^^

Ranboo was almost one when their mother started taking them to church every Sunday. They were four when she started doing drugs and then crying and asking God for forgiveness when they wore off. They are eight when they meet Tubbo, and nine when they meet Tommy. They are eleven when they learn about LGBTQ+ and realizes they are aroace and non binary. Warning for: Self harm, christianity, religious guilt, drugs, alcohol, abuse, sexual assualt, blood, panic attacks, anxiety, depression, etc. There will be individual warnings on each chapter. This directly ties into my Wilbur angst story Help Me Feel Ok, they are in the same universe and stuff so yeah.

Christian has spent most of his life learning who deserves to be judged. In his town, people who are seen as sinful are whispered about, avoided, and looked at differently. To make it easier to understand why, Christian has always imagined those people as something monstrous. Then he starts having strange thoughts and feelings toward his best friend, Gavin. And little by little, he starts seeing himself the same way.

No friends. No freedom. And absolutely no boys. Eric was never supposed to happen; a metalhead with brown eyes and a life that exists far outside church walls. Loving him means secrecy, guilt, and the constant fear of being caught. But when Beatrice's parents leave town for the weekend, the two finally believe they've been given a rare gift: time. Or so they think... And some secrets don't stay hidden forever.

journal entries throughout the years. // photo by victor bystrov 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑, 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚒𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜 -𝚒 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚎 (𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜), 𝚝𝚑𝚎 1975

In a world of humanoid insects and arachnids,we follow the love story between 2 Moths of the the classic Sun x Moon love story and also named Sun and Moon The 2 are college students both taking fashion, childhood friends that stayed close together and only grown closer But a border is set between them as Moon can't love Sun, you wanna know why? They're both boys!! Moon's conservative family could never allow,leaving tricky boundaries and rules in place for the 2 Could they fall in love? Or will they forever mourn for each other, hoping for a change or another life Trigger Warning!!!: -slurs -internalized homophobia -S/H -sexual topics -substance abuse/usage -Assault -stalking -harassment

"My father sent me to this God-forsaken seaside hell to 'cleanse my soul,' but he forgot one thing: I was already born to burn." Welcome to Italy. Welcome to a boarding school where the bells ring too loud and the prayers feel like a chokehold. My name is Matteo De'Medici, and according to my noble, homophobic family, I am the ultimate sin. I was supposed to keep my head down, serve my time, and ignore the suffocating rules of this place. But then I saw him. Aksel Solberg. He's the school's golden boy. The one who never breaks a rule, never misses a prayer, and looks at someone like me with enough ice in his eyes to freeze the Mediterranean. He's everything I hate. He's the silence to my noise, the cross to my chaos. They think this summer will fix us. They think these walls can hold the "Exiled." But they have no idea what happens when you push a group of sinners too far in a place built for saints. The prayers are ending. The real story is just beginning

Taehyung and Jimin are at their church's summer camp. They share a tent, some touches, and a secret.

a group of short free writes containing stories from an adolescent girl with huge emotions and no other way to express them

A work inspired by people affected by religious trauma. Dedicated to the aforementioned people and the self-labeled "Christians". ~ Always told to follow the Bible. Always told to do exactly as it says. Always told to avoid what people deem sinful. Always told to watch closely for traps. Is it wrong for one to be oneself? Is it wrong to ask? Is it wrong to doubt? Unfortunate people. Merely listening to the teachings of a pastor, made to be nothing more than blind followers, their tithes buying forgiveness and salvation. Dictating others to do the same; to abandon their curiosity to know more, to abandon all common sense, and focus on God. And with them their victims. Unfortunate people. Slapped and spanked with a stick, calling it discipline. Shunned and ostracized from the community, deeming them sinful. The poor outcasts. The poor lost people. Won't anyone hear our pleas? Won't anyone console us, reassure us, be there for us? Lost in the dark. We're used to it now. As we look back to the church, still unchanging, we wonder, "Is this the God we're supposed to love?" Which is scarier, the horrors of the world or the horrors of the "church"?

Where two friends are both raised to believe but one of them starts doubting. Bound by family, faith and a love neither of them dares to name, they grow together until belief is the very thing that tears them apart. Will Angel and Solace ever find their way back to each other?

Six Weeks in July is a story about heat, heartbreak, and the kind of love that never really leaves you. Every July, B is sent from the city to the country-a place full of sun-bleached roads, quiet guilt, and Elijah Jameson: the preacher's son with stormy green eyes and a secret carved deep in his chest. Last summer, something happened between them. Now, with just six weeks to burn, they fall back into each other's orbit. Slowly. Messily. Desperately. But faith, family, and the past still haunt every moment. And in a town that forgives everything but the truth, their love might be the one sin they can't hide.