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the musings and tears of a broken, hopelessly romantic girl

When my time comes forget the wrong that I've done help me leave behind some reason to be missed. Dont resent me when you're feeling empty keep in your memories leave out all the rest leave out... all the rest Eliot Nightray Fanfiction

Book 3 of Reverse. Can be read as a stand-alone. bxb Being a male prostitute wasn't all it was cracked up to be. Every rake in England likely dreamed of the job, but Hollem could tell them that it wasn't all sex and sweet talk. He watched liars stalk through the doors at half past midnight, their heads held high, as if they weren't cheating on their wives. Young lads would come in during the early evening, drunk off their minds. Dealing with them was one of his main duties. They always thought that just because they had money, that they could have a go at any girl they wished. Well, that wasn't how his mistress's brothel was run. He had his own clients more often than one would think. Ladies of high prestige were common during the early hours of the morning, seeking a satiation that their husbands couldn't provide. Ruined ladies also found their way to him, dreaming of a love that they could no longer find due to losing their womanhood before marriage. Rarely, he had male clients. Usually they were young lads about their twenties. They were always hesitant and quiet. Nervous. More than half of them were sent away with a short talk. The few he did take to bed were given what they had come for, but they weren't loved. That was an emotion Hollem believed to be untrue, and he considered nothing able to change his mind on that fact.

Mari is having a hard time escaping her past everywhere she goes her past is always there. She finally gives up but her cousin who she was very close to visits all the places she ever was at or ever been to or every went where ever she went her cousin retraced her steps trying to figure out why she ended her life? Why she was always there for her? Does her cousin Margret figure it out or does she give up? Does she find help from Mari's friends or get shunned? Do they know why she ended her life? Read to find out...