TashfaMakomo
Sadness, anger, happiness-there are only so many emotions we can name. But emotions are vaster than that. Sometimes, we feel things we can't name, and it makes us really uncomfortable. Like when someone's writing feels like it's aimed at you-insulting, blaming, twisting you-and you feel harassed but powerless. This poem's story is about a guy who once loved the poet, but she pulled away because she had a freaking BOUNDARY and didn't want to hurt anyone. Sadly, that person is a LIL IMMATURE PIECE OF SHIT WHO CAN'T UNDERSTAND SIMPLE WORDS THE POET HAS BEEN SAYING FROM DAY ONE AND STILL SOMEHOW MANAGES TO FALL. After rejection, he writes subtly about her, making her blood boil.
Personal note to a specific person:
Listen, there are only a few people in my life who I think are mature, and respectable. The list carries N.W., the only batchmate GIRL who I find mature. I've NEVER found ANY guy my age mature. It's not just you. Nothing to take personally. And as from seniors, ONLY APG, Z and M. And unless you are any of the people mentioned above, no you didn't have any special room in my heart, letting you vent or express yourself was an act of kindness, something I do for EVERYONE. Even if it's a random person from a random online server who I've never met before. What bothers me is I don't understand HOW tf you blame me EVEN when from day 1 I've been telling you, "I don't like boys my age". And ALSO that I'm interested in someone else. BUT NO, YOU DIDNT GET THAT, BECAUSE APPARENTLY SOMEONE DOESNT UNDERSTAND BASIC LANGUAGE. And when I saw things were getting out of hands I decided to leave. And I had been telling you I would. But still that caught you by surprise. And things would've ended smoother unless your FRIEND CAUSED A SCENE. That was my boiling point. And things didn't stop there. You started blaming me and shit saying about me in your writings. That makes you even more of an immature little shit and JUST BOILS MY BLOOD EVEN MORE.
Ps: I'm not guilty, I'm MAD