Roadtorecovery Stories

The loneliest moment in someone's life is when they are watching their whole world falls apart because of them and all they can do is stare blankly. Because of our metal states we destroy everything we touch including ourselves, we watch our worlds fall apart because we do not see ourselves as creative, we only see ourselves as destructive. Hopefully through this writing journey I find that what we believe about ourselves is a lie, and that we are stronger than we think, that we are worth it... that I am worth it. Maybe you might too...

The rock bottom sometimes sneaks up before you know it... sometimes it hides... but sometimes it allows for a slow death... But one thing is to hit the rock bottom and find your way up to the surface...

🖤🖤 Unless I state otherwise: all art, photos, quotes, and song lyrics used are not mine. 🖤🖤 •This blog will contain adult language, rather I write it, it's in a photo, quote, or in song lyrics. Some topics may have sensitive material, please read and view with caution. • .

You could say this is part three to the 'Diary of a Struggling Genderfluid Person' series, but it's not. It's different. It is my journey to recovery, my journey to find happiness again. Guaranteed to be less sad, more informational, and plenty emotional, for those of you who wish to take this journey with me.

Poetry

it's been really, really hard, but you've been so brave.

This is a story of addiction, destruction, rock bottom and the attempt to heal body, mind, and soul.

I guess that's the only way to describe it. That feeling you get when you think you're finally fine. When everything is finally starting to work out again, the pieces, are pulling together. And then it all hits you again. That bad luck following you around since forever. The countless experiences and remarks. The feeling hits you like a tidal wave, crashing over you and all you hear is a faint sound. The light crashing of the waves, see the blur above you. Then you are left as the feeling sinks in. NUMB.

How I have been feeling lately.

When there is no chance at finding hope sam resorts to self harm leading her down a darkened path. A new boy in town reaches out to her. Slowly Sam gets comfortable with this new companion and realizes that he wants to help. Things get worse as she reaches her climax and attempts suicide three times in one week. The boy breaks his promise and seeks out help for Sam. They soon discover that there is a light at the end of a very long road of trust, strength, determination, difficulties and even love. Together they attempt to reach that light and rid of their sorrow. #romance

• • • "I don't think I ever loved you" She loved him, all of him and he broke her, all of her. *contains strong language*

Y/N, a top SI scientist lives with the Avengers. They became fast friends with Wanda, though Y/N realises they like Wanda more than just a friend. Wanda feels the same. Then HYDRA gets involved. (Reader is Gender Neutral) (Text To Speech Option Enabled) /// This is Book 1, there's also Book 2 (Road To Recovery) and Book 3 (Moving Forward). Why not read them after this one? /// /// Completed On: 09/10/19 /// /// Update - 29/12/2020 /// This story and the first third of its sequel, Road To Recovery, were written when I was mentally at my lowest. It's very much a self-indulgent thing, but as I now go through and edit it, I realise that some people reading/or those that have read this may be in a similar position I was last year. If so, please know you are never alone, and that someone cares, below are two Mental Health Organisations (UK & US) that you can contact. Let me know if you want another country's number and I'll add it. UK Helpline (Mind.org.uk): 0208 215 2243 US Helpline (Mental Health America): (703) 684.7722

young romance

A girl who was full of dreams but came to a point that she just wanted to end them all. By further research and determination, she was convinced that things will get better and she will be successful.

When Primrose discovers that everything she's been through was a lie she goes on self discovery search to become the person she always wanted to be, but this little shitty thing called life gets in the way at shocking moments.

this is the second part of The Self Assessments Of A Depressed Girl

Sometimes, it's extremely difficult to arrange your thoughts to speech. Most words can't do your emotions justice. Well, here's a collection of my innermost thoughts. They might not make sense to you, but they make sense to me. And, at the end of the day that's all that matters. Join me on a journey through my conscience. It may be a bumpy ride, so I suggest you hold on.

Oneshots, Mini Series', Short Stories, Those Little Moments (Drabbles). - Newest Part: Short Story VI: Interrupted - /// On Pause (Again)///

A single notification shattered the illusion she'd meticulously built - his pre-wedding photo. This short story delves into the raw emotions of betrayal and heartbreak, leaving a lingering intrigue about my path to self-discovery and future relationships.