Roadtorecovery Stories

The rock bottom sometimes sneaks up before you know it... sometimes it hides... but sometimes it allows for a slow death... But one thing is to hit the rock bottom and find your way up to the surface...

Poetry

How I have been feeling lately.

Y/N, a top SI scientist lives with the Avengers. They became fast friends with Wanda, though Y/N realises they like Wanda more than just a friend. Wanda feels the same. Then HYDRA gets involved. (Reader is Gender Neutral) (Text To Speech Option Enabled) /// This is Book 1, there's also Book 2 (Road To Recovery) and Book 3 (Moving Forward). Why not read them after this one? /// /// Completed On: 09/10/19 /// /// Update - 29/12/2020 /// This story and the first third of its sequel, Road To Recovery, were written when I was mentally at my lowest. It's very much a self-indulgent thing, but as I now go through and edit it, I realise that some people reading/or those that have read this may be in a similar position I was last year. If so, please know you are never alone, and that someone cares, below are two Mental Health Organisations (UK & US) that you can contact. Let me know if you want another country's number and I'll add it. UK Helpline (Mind.org.uk): 0208 215 2243 US Helpline (Mental Health America): (703) 684.7722

Y/N tries to rebuild themselves some semblance of normalcy after the incident with HYDRA, unaware dark forces watch on from the shadows. Sometimes the hardest battles are the ones we fight apart. The thrilling, three-part conclusion taking our favourite couple & their friends all the way to their endgame, as they rebuild, rupture & reorganise. (Reader's Gender is Not Specified). /// Currently Being Updated /// ----- Additional Tags ----- wandaxreader wanda x reader wanda maximoffxreader wanda maximoff x reader wanda maximoff

Free verse from my mind,heart and soul

Oneshots & Shorts featuring characters across the MCU. | Polyamory/Rare Pairs/New Avengers/Canonical & AU, Comic, Game & Movie Characters. | Any Reader is Gender Neutral unless otherwise mentioned.

A girl who was full of dreams but came to a point that she just wanted to end them all. By further research and determination, she was convinced that things will get better and she will be successful.

this is the second part of The Self Assessments Of A Depressed Girl

it's been really, really hard, but you've been so brave.

Sometimes, it's extremely difficult to arrange your thoughts to speech. Most words can't do your emotions justice. Well, here's a collection of my innermost thoughts. They might not make sense to you, but they make sense to me. And, at the end of the day that's all that matters. Join me on a journey through my conscience. It may be a bumpy ride, so I suggest you hold on.

🖤🖤 Unless I state otherwise: all art, photos, quotes, and song lyrics used are not mine. 🖤🖤 •This blog will contain adult language, rather I write it, it's in a photo, quote, or in song lyrics. Some topics may have sensitive material, please read and view with caution. • .

This is a story of addiction, destruction, rock bottom and the attempt to heal body, mind, and soul.

After being rescued from HYDRA, Y/N slowly begins to heal. While their physical injuries are visible, the mental ones lay hidden. No one knows what happened to Y/N, not even their new girlfriend, Wanda Maximoff. (Reader is Gender Neutral) /// This is Book 2, and there's Book 1 (More Than Just Friends?). Why not read it first? /// /// Completed On: 22/09/2020 /// /// Update - 29/12/2020 /// The first third of this story and the entirety of its prequel, More Than Just Friends?, were written when I was mentally at my lowest. Its very much a self indulgent thing, but as I now go through and edit it, I realise that some people reading/or those that have read this may be in a similar position I was last year. If so, please know you are never alone, and that someone cares, bellow are two Mental Health Organisations (UK & US) that you can contact. Let me know if you want another country's number and I'll add it. UK Helpline (Mind.org.uk): 0208 215 2243 US Helpline (Mental Health America): (703) 684.7722

A poetry book from the heart, all written by me, Jaja L.

The loneliest moment in someone's life is when they are watching their whole world falls apart because of them and all they can do is stare blankly. Because of our metal states we destroy everything we touch including ourselves, we watch our worlds fall apart because we do not see ourselves as creative, we only see ourselves as destructive. Hopefully through this writing journey I find that what we believe about ourselves is a lie, and that we are stronger than we think, that we are worth it... that I am worth it. Maybe you might too...

A single notification shattered the illusion she'd meticulously built - his pre-wedding photo. This short story delves into the raw emotions of betrayal and heartbreak, leaving a lingering intrigue about my path to self-discovery and future relationships.

You could say this is part three to the 'Diary of a Struggling Genderfluid Person' series, but it's not. It's different. It is my journey to recovery, my journey to find happiness again. Guaranteed to be less sad, more informational, and plenty emotional, for those of you who wish to take this journey with me.

I guess that's the only way to describe it. That feeling you get when you think you're finally fine. When everything is finally starting to work out again, the pieces, are pulling together. And then it all hits you again. That bad luck following you around since forever. The countless experiences and remarks. The feeling hits you like a tidal wave, crashing over you and all you hear is a faint sound. The light crashing of the waves, see the blur above you. Then you are left as the feeling sinks in. NUMB.