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"Holding everything in doesn't help, you know." "Well it's got me this far in life hasn't it?" -x- Joba acts like an asshole and Savannah wants to help.

You are a sixteen year old in love with 17 year old Russell Boring, otherwise known as Joba. Your relationship hits many bumps and turns, and you struggle to stay together.

losing my way // but i'll be fine. _highschool au_ **TW: suicide, depression, anxiety, underage drinking & drug use, sex, unhealthy relationships, etc** **I DONT ACTUALLY SHIP MATT & JOBA IN REAL LIFE. THEYRE USED SOLELY AS CHARACTERS**

(lowercase intended) "i have an idea. this probably sounds fucking stupid, but i have an idea."

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a shitty short fic based off a jack stauber song bc my life is falling apart

matt champion x joba au

beaches at dusk dark bathrooms with big mirrors showers with the lights out empty schools it was hard to have control over your own life. matt champion was one of those people who felt like he didn't have it. he loved his parents to death but couldn't stand the fence they put between him and what makes him happy. he'll take it out on anyone, and'll try to do anything to FEEL like he has control over his life, although he knows he won't have it until he moves out. russell, russ, joba, boba. he was 'that' kind of guy. not exactly in the spotlight but everyone loved him anyways. something about the creative flow and general mysterious yet soft nature that made him approachable to anyone. something needed to happen. it had to turn out like one of those stories where the main character drops out of school to pursue his passion and finds his life partner along the way. normal life was boring. matt needed to feel it and russell, needed to loved. (my intentions aren't to make the real boys feel pressured or uncomfortable with the fact that we "ship" them online. these personalities aren't necessarily exactly like those of the real matt champion and russell boring, and i don't want people saying that i want them to get together in real life because i don't. i don't want people to think that i don't want them to be themselves and date whoever they want which they obviously don't want to date each other, as both of them at this time are in seemingly happy relationships. i'm simply using the outline of their traits, their names, and brockhamptons names and a few unimportant characteristics in the story.)

in which a lighter sparks more than a bummed cigarette

joba is my...babysitter?

"LOSING MY WAY, SEEING YOUR NAME, BUT I'LL BE FINE" [ BROCKHAMPTON Imagines ] [ © P34RLJ4M on wattpad ]

matt likes 2 hurt boys

"Tell me what your waiting for" "I just wanna hold you" THIS IS ALL FICTION please don't take any of this seriously I just wanted to write it for fun.

Look what you started Brockhampton lol

I gotta get that bag It's a thug life, it's a thug life I gotta get that bag (sha-na-na-na-na-sha-ah) It's a thug life (la-da-da-da) It's a thug life (it's a, oh-uh-oh) Ooh-ah Sha-na-na-na-na-sha-ah La-da-da-da It's a- oh-uh-oh Ooh-ah Tried to treat a man like baby Feel the teeth sink in like rabies Boy, you know you don't look fly Dem gold chains turn your neck green, bye It's different, reconciling with skeletons, I ain't know I possessed I sought perfection out in ways I no longer accept I understand what I neglected, times when I obsessed I'm ready to confess, this fate is hard 'til I address The biggest threat I'm up against is who I face in my reflection Depression still uninvited, guess I'm always accepted Can help but meet the feeling with the familiar embrace But I know that it will kill me if I give in to my brain I see the shadows inside, they touch me, tall with no eyes They put my head in the water and I saw beautiful London The sun reflecting off the corals, colors I can't describe To make the darkness divine Sha-na-na-na-na-sha-ah La-da-da-da It's a, oh-uh-oh Ooh-ah Sha-na-na-na-na-sha-ah La-da-da-da It's a Ooh-ah Sha-na-na-na-na-sha-ah

« She hit me with the "what-ifs?" and the "what-whens?" and the "what-thens?" Wonder where my life went, living in the moment. »

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