Savingmyself Stories

My mouth won't say the words I want you to know and My voice is to low to say what I need you to hear and If I scream I might just never stop so I guess the only way to get my message across Is putting it in a book you will never read Writing it down on pages you will never see . . . This was meant for you but I know it's something you won't read I post once a week

My perspective on being vulnerable.

In which I grab all the smiles promised to me.

I was scared, alone, broken, and afraid. Afraid of what you ask? I was afraid of love, it's such a simple word but it can mess up your life so much. His name is Conor, he's depressed, alone, and left to rot, but he doesn't know yet that he's my Savior. He's from the United Kingdom I'm from the United States

This is my getting better story and I'm sorry if it hurts. It's filled with me, and I'm broken so I'm sorry about the works. -R.D

A woman who is void of all colour leaving her dark past venturing out in to the world capturing the beauty others can not fathom to see wondering the world with out much care. A man drowning in his own dark colours, suffering from his past longing to get set free as his mind stayed haunted with terrible memories, wanting to be sets free as he takes the easy fall.

This poem was inspired by myself driving home from work one day. I'm dealing with depression and have self harmed in the past, but on the way home one day I was thinking what it would be like if I had wreaked my car on purpose, I quickly drove myself home trying to stay out of trouble and trying not to hurt myself and then I wrote this poem.

Synopsis by @NeverTrustAnAuthor ____________ The pills didn't work. The rubberbands were useless. Those songs she wrote did nothing for the pain. After therapy session after therapy session, Dawn was ready to give up. On life. On love. On everything. She'd fallen down too far for anyone to save her. Now the only person that can save Dawn D'Angelo is Dawn D'Angelo herself. ____ in which the bullied girl finds help, finds love, and finds a way to save herself ____________ COMPLETED: JUNE 2015