Schizoaffectivedisorder Stories

"We're here. It doesn't feel real. I'm sitting here next to you. And it's... good? I think things are good, they feel good. I can talk to you, I can feel you next to me. I couldn't feel anything for so long, but now... It's like everything. Love. Joy. Hate. Pain. Pleasure. Every possible human emotion is twisting out my insides. And I feel safe. Like no one's watching me for once, except for you, which I'm actually okay with."

Kadyn Dorame, a 16 year old with schizophrenia, explains his entire experience. This is non-fiction, based mostly upon my own experience with delusions, paranoia, hallucinations, and psychosis. Some is made up.

"𝚆𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚞𝚢𝚜 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙱𝚛𝚊𝚍𝚢 𝙱𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚔𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚞𝚜." 𝙸𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝙺𝚊𝚒 𝙿𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚎𝚛'𝚜 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚒𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚙𝚎 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚢, 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚋𝚊𝚍 𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝙼𝚢𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚌 𝙵𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚅𝚊𝚖𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙺𝚘𝚕 𝙼𝚒𝚔𝚊𝚎𝚕𝚜𝚘𝚗

Psychology student, Alijah Hawke gets more than she bargained for when she rakes up an internship at a mental home. Some chapters may contain coarse language.

I write poems about love, depression, mania, psychosis and a lot more themes. I hope you like it :) ( My first poem is without any rhymes, but the rest is different )

Living a full life with mental illness and of those immediately close to me.

A boy, living with two crazy, psychotic twins, with so many mental disorders he's lost count. One that doesn't feel and one that feels too much. One that get so depressed he can't move or speak, and one that gets so angry he screams until he can't scream anymore. Living with these twins as brothers is not easy, along with his other two younger siblings. As a boy who's only 15 years old, who no longer goes to school and dedicates his life to supporting his family, for Lalen, everyday is a challenge. But how far will these twins go, and how sick can they get before Lalen reaches his breaking point? [NOT FINISHED]

Read to find out

This is who Taylor is and what she experiences on a day to day basis! You'll be amazed with what you find out!

Pascal has been fighting schizoaffective disorder for years with no success. His symptoms follow him like wolves. But one day, he finds potential treatment in the form of street drugs. It's dangerous, but Pascal is smart, and he can handle it. Right? A Sheraton Academy EU. cw: drugs, drug addiction, drug dealing, hallucinations, sexual situations, mental illness, suicidal ideation, obsessive compulsive disorder, schizoaffective disorder, overdose, vomiting, mild violence, negative experience with a psychiatrist, needles, mentions of past abuse, critical of Christianity Please keep in mind this was written in 2014, before private space travel hit the scene in a big way, and the technology and Pascal's career goals reflect that.

We had been diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder in 2016. We also think we most likely have DID due to amnesia and very clearly having had alters since the age of 7 (That's when the worst part of the extreme repeated trauma was happening). The host found out about the alters in 2018, while a couple of the alters knew about the host from the beginning. We have a psychiatrist who gives us medication and takes blood tests (For Schizoaffective, Insomnia, and Depression), but the one time our host had the nerve to share her concerns, she was cut off and told to talk about it another time. We have tried to see a therapist, but that possibility is currently elusive. Funnily enough, a past therapist once told the host (Host thought she was a singlet at the time) that sometimes she notices different voices and slightly different accents and the host had NO idea what she was talking about and INSISTED "I know I am one person. I would be the first to know if I had an Identity disorder" LOL. We also have a sister who a few years prior had asked "Do you think you might have multiple personalities? Because sometimes it REALLY seems like it." The host shut that down very quickly at that time. Our phone storage is getting full now, and we would like to journal things here and there, so we r using Wattpad. We are The Babe Salad System: A system of 3 ladies. Welcome. if you have any questions, please feel free to ask. Here, we will be documenting just how our days go.