Self-conflict Stories

Nadine is an eighteen year old living under a pile of fat that's dangling at her sides. When losing her best friends and living in an imaginary world where she's skinny and has several boys begging for her attention becomes too much, only food and the never ending guilt are at her side. Are five years of struggling and late night prayers enough to get her moving?

It was like one of those things that you don't notice until they come and slap you in the face.

Welcome to Nicks Messed Up Diary. The main goal of this is to not only introduce readers to the kind of person I am but for people to enter my mind and express my emotions, for readers to be able to connect with what they fear the most by speaking what others cant put into words. I not only tend to share my life which was full of constant affliction at some point but to also share a peace of my genius, a part of my scuffle with the not only the outside world but my inner self.

she was willing to win, but not ready for lose, what would she be willing to pay, to receive the love she's been longing for and was right at her doorstep? would she allow herself to roll with the blows that Love would come with?? she was torn in between I want to feel that kind of love again and I don't want to feel that kind of Pain again.

It seemed impossible to believe that Petrauskas even had a heart, that behind his cynical tyranny, there is a broken and damaged man. But how? How can he be so cruel, so evil, and have even a molecule of emotion in that dark, dark soul? There was a time where he was kind, but that seemed so far away now. So far fetched after what he did to me. After he took away the one thing that brought me joy these bleak days. I couldn't sit by and watch any longer, I had to stop him. I had to stop Petrauskas for good. ~~~~~~~~~~ #323 of 1.2k in grief (10-1-19) #596 of 4.27k in guilt (10-28-19)

As the title says it's about the series The Night manager /I liked it so I thought I could play a role in it too 😉were I thought There could be someone needed who plays in it ...okay I just imagined I would like to be in it as well so I write this ...hope you like it 😉

pointless free-writes about the big man upstairs; the puppet master

My life..... Blackmailed into Slade's evil plans to join his side. He threaten the one I love the most. He will not speak about Star ever. Not while I'm standing. I can't turn my back on him nor Star but Star needs me and I need her. This is my life...A Bloody chaos life....To save Star!!!

A young girl loses her mother due to cancer after growing close to her in the very few months that she had left. Years after her mother's death Jessie still dreams of the day of her mother's funeral and how heart shattering it truly was for her. Suddenly, one day she is discovered in her car by a teacher that she has. She's overdosed on high amounts of her medication and is thrown into a coma that takes her to a place in which is unfamiliar and feels real, though it's more of a dream... ... Will she make it out alive?

just a book about things that confuses me

The story of a Prince who went on an adventure to find his real purpose.

She is sorry she needs to leave.

She and her do not like to hang out together too often but since she is born attached to it she is trying to improve her relationship, with this significant other.

𝙱𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚜. 𝙰 𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗. 𝙰 𝚐𝚒𝚏𝚝 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚋𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚜. 𝚈𝚎𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚞𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍. ....𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚊 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕, 𝚠𝚑𝚘'𝚜 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢, 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐. 𝙰 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖 𝚘𝚏 𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝙸𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚎𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚎 𝚊 𝚐𝚞𝚒𝚍𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚙𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊𝚌𝚌𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎, 𝚘𝚛 𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚠 𝚘𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝. (Slightly inspired by the Mimic by MUCDICH)

In the depth of winter, a single moment alters the course of a boy's life forever. William is fifteen when love becomes consequence and innocence gives way to judgment. When the girl he loves dies in childbirth, he is left with a son and a world unwilling to forgive him. Cast from his home, shunned by society, and burdened with a responsibility he scarcely understands, William must learn what it means to endure when faith falters and mercy feels distant. As winter tightens its grip on Edinburgh's stone streets, hunger and grief press in on him from every side. Yet in the quiet places of suffering, where anger wrestles with prayer, William begins to discover that manhood is not measured by strength or success, but by sacrifice. Years will pass. Love will return in an unexpected and troubling form, forcing William to confront the cost of grace and the weight of forgiveness once more. The choices he makes will test not only his conscience, but the very faith that carried him through his darkest hours. The Measure of a Man is a story of loss and redemption, of sin met with mercy, and of a boy who must become a father before he ever learns how to be a man.

Nerezza is scared of the monster under her bed, but what she doesn't know is that it's there to protect her from the real monsters: her parents. And very possibly, her self. -Romance -short story -fiction -simplified rewrite

An AI is awakened after 150 years and finds a changed world. Having experience leading a rebellion years ago, he desires to see how he influenced the world, if at all.

[will continue the story at a later date] Ryan, upon receiving a text from his mother informing him he'd have to walk home from work, makes his way down the block to find a taxi cab waiting for him. His sister is visiting for week and he needs to be on time. On time to where? Ryan buckled his belt and gave the driver his address, only the driver didn't make the right turn. ☆ ONC2023