Self-conflict Histoires

Speaks to the struggle, the fight and the wrestle that goes on daily, that is nonphysical but a mental combat between nature opposing forces - the yin and the yan.

As the title says it's about the series The Night manager /I liked it so I thought I could play a role in it too 😉were I thought There could be someone needed who plays in it ...okay I just imagined I would like to be in it as well so I write this ...hope you like it 😉

Zana is an muslim and chubby teenager who has many dreams and wishs which she wants to be a fulfilled which also included her love life in which she finds her self conflicted and unlucky Follow the journey of zana as she finds accept her true selves and love herself to live happily ever after. As this story shows the defaults in her fantasies.

My life..... Blackmailed into Slade's evil plans to join his side. He threaten the one I love the most. He will not speak about Star ever. Not while I'm standing. I can't turn my back on him nor Star but Star needs me and I need her. This is my life...A Bloody chaos life....To save Star!!!

since the beginning of time, love had been a tough path that i took. was led on, betrayed, and turned against myself. but all the same, it was beautiful. it calmed the storm in me, it made me feel the most special. no matter the circumstances, loving him was, and will always be worth it. [based on real events] [disclaimer : this work is a narrative written heavily through my perspective, which may render some parts biased, and was made simply as a form of entertainment. please don't take everything (too) seriously.]

The story of a Prince who went on an adventure to find his real purpose.

Adelaide Hemming isn't like most girls, the only thing she looks forward to is spring. Spring, when her trees grow their leaves back, when the flowers bloom, when the animals come out again, and when her wayward father comes home. But this year it's different, and Adelaide doesn't know if she can stand it.

A girls dream. A life she wants, or at least, a life she thinks she wants.

This is a series of poems I have written at random over the years each one fueled by a different feeling.

well...I haven't written in years but I suddenly felt inspired so...I'll be posting my poems here ._.

Amelia was starting a new job at a factory. She thought it was going to be great but then something happened. There was a fire someone else caused. Yet she would be taking the guilt of knowing the truth for the rest of her life.

Just a little insight into my thoughts It's just my thoughts on various beliefs, assumptions, issues and much more things that I feel need to be expressed. The cover belongs to its respective artist and I have no copyright.

In this world when males hit the age of 18, they are viewed as matured. Their creator bestows a power upon each for the better. But what if you can find no good in you're supposed blessing?

𝙱𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚜. 𝙰 𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗. 𝙰 𝚐𝚒𝚏𝚝 𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚋𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚜. 𝚈𝚎𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚞𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍. ....𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚊 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕, 𝚠𝚑𝚘'𝚜 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢, 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐. 𝙰 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖 𝚘𝚏 𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝙸𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚎𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚎 𝚊 𝚐𝚞𝚒𝚍𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚙𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊𝚌𝚌𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎, 𝚘𝚛 𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚠 𝚘𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝. (Slightly inspired by the Mimic by MUCDICH)

The mere fact I had to hide the fact I was a siren to my sister was a problem on its own. Trying to control my urges was the biggest challenge I had to face. Sometimes I just....lose control...

The Author writes out his life from when his childhood was for a lack of a better word... perfect? Only to enter his downwards spiral into reality.

He was judged. He was forced into a place. He didn't want it. He wanted to be good. But he was a demon so how could he be free? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A short story

Can you relate? Existential crisis, mental confusion and what not, the 27 years old mental health crisis.