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Riley's guaranteed to be a Caregiver, and she knows that herself, but what Little would want a Caregiver that has no time for them? None, of course. So, what does Riley do to solve that? Lie and pretend to be a Neutral, a new upcoming Classification open to all those who don't lean into any of the standard ones. However, when her Caregiver side gets out of control and she starts to get judged for her decision, would there still be a chance to turn around? Or, will she be stuck where she is due to the consequences of her actions? --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This can be read as a stand-alone even though it's a sequel to I'll Never Be Little. There will only be spoilers for the first book. However, if you've never read a Classification-style book before, I suggest you read I'll Never Be Little first. THIS STORY IS NOT BXB.

Sex. Alcohol. Loneliness. Seo Ji-won is rich, handsome, and completely broken. He loves bodies, hates feelings. But then someone comes along who doesn't want to save him. He just wants to stay. And this is scarier than any suicide.

❝ I can admit, I am not fireproof. I feel it burning me. I feel it burning you. I hope I don't murder me. I hope I don't burden you. ❞ - Tadgh Lynch knows what broken looks like. At seventeen, the scars he carries don't show on his skin, but they live in his chest. Quiet until something, or someone, wakes them. He's learned how to survive by pretending he's fine, by locking the past away and refusing to look too closely at the people around him. Especially her. Alannah Kennedy is the girl everyone underestimates. The protector. The reckless one. The one who burns so her family doesn't have to. She loves too hard, hurts too quietly, and copes in ways that are slowly destroying her. Drugs, alcohol, bodies that don't ask questions. She's learned that if she keeps moving, she won't have to feel. When Alannah crashes into Tadgh's life, he sees the signs immediately. The flinches. The self-destruction. The way pain clings to her like a second skin. It mirrors his own too closely to be a coincidence. So he ignores it. Because recognizing her pain means confronting his own-and some wounds don't fade when you press them together. Some only bleed more. As their worlds intertwine, the lines between saving and hurting blur, and the people around them become lifelines neither of them asked for. But love doesn't always fix what's broken. Sometimes, it just shows you how deep the cracks really go. - * All characters in this book are owned by Chloe walsh, Except for the Kennedy siblings, Kian Donovan, Niamh Buckley and Finn McCarthy!!!! *

**Warning: There are death in this book. NOT for sensitive readers.** George Russell is a phenomenon, a rising star in the cutthroat world of Formula 1. On track, his precision is unmatched, his aggression a weapon, and his recent pole position a testament to a flawless, ice-cold control that leaves rivals in his dust. Off track, he's the epitome of a champion: charming, focused, and in command. ​But beneath the perfectly tailored fireproof suits and the blinding smiles for the cameras, George is fighting a different race entirely. There's a 'thing' inside him, a cold, calculating violence that demands an outlet, a precision-guided rage that he barely keeps contained. This season, the 'thing' is getting harder to control, and the lines between acceptable aggression and outright destruction are blurring. ​After a violent incident he's desperate to keep secret, his team's Croatian trauma surgeon, Maria, becomes his reluctant confidante. She stitches his wounds, but she sees the deeper truth: George isn't just a danger to others, he's a danger to himself. ​As the relentless F1 calendar pushes him to the edge-Baku, Miami, one high-speed gamble after another-George must confront the true cost of his ambition. Can he continue to channel his inner killer into the only socially acceptable arena, or will the beast within finally break free, tearing down his career, his life, and everyone in its path? ​Apex Predator is a pulse-pounding psychological thriller that plunges into the dark heart of elite sports, where the greatest victory isn't always winning the race, but simply surviving yourself

She hearing his name whispered in fear. The man her brother trusted. The man the underworld obeyed. Then one night, her world shattered. Her brother was dead. And the name written in blood on that truth was Rishabh Malhotra. Hatred became her armor. Rage became her voice. The very next night, her house was attacked. And the man she believed murdered her brother... appeared. He didn't shout. He didn't threaten. He only moved with silent, deadly precision-and dragged her away. To her, it was obvious: he didn't save her. He caged her. Trapped between fear, anger, and a man who spoke less than anyone else but commanded everything, she had a choice: Hate him... or let the devil who destroyed her life survive in her heart. In a world where revenge burns hotter than love, and darkness hides the truth, how do you fight a man you can't stop hating... yet can't stop wanting?

My poems might not rhyme completely but you'll feel what I felt as I wrote each word. Based on things that I have went through in my life. Writing is basically therapy to me, so keep it close it your heart. There is a lot about love, overcoming traumas, and just my overthinking in general. Being vulnerable is strong. Highest rankings (2023): #1 artsy #2 overcoming trauma

Warning - this story contains mature content REWRITING IN PROGRESS (1-3 Done) Grayson Marshall has spent his life battling with demons; some born of trauma, others forged in the depths of his own mind. Diagnosed with bipolar disorder and haunted by a troubled childhood, his fragile world unravels after a reckless night of drinking ends in a DUI. To avoid jail time, his father, Robert Marshall, a formidable yet deeply flawed attorney, commits him to a psychiatric facility. But what begins as a brief stay quickly morphs into something far more enduring. Grayson finds himself trapped not only within the sterile walls of the institution but inside the labyrinth of his fractured mind. There, he meets Ronan Blackwell, a fellow patient with scars of his own. Though the rules forbid personal connections, Ronan becomes Grayson's unlikely anchor, guiding him through the chaos both within and without. In a place where reality blurs and healing comes at a cost, Grayson must confront the shadows that have stalked him for years. The fiercest battles are waged in silence, deep within the mind. Will he find redemption or be consumed by the very demons he's spent a lifetime outrunning?

A raw travel story about ego, excess, loss, and survival. From a mushroom-fueled night in Pai to being broke, barefoot, and paranoid in Bangkok, this piece follows a young traveler spiraling through chaos, humiliation, and dark humor - and somehow making it out with nothing but a passport and a story worth telling.

(discontinued 😔) The tale is well known: of the day Herobrine turned evil. When his illusions became reality. When his brothers turned from him. But, little is known regarding the rumor about his daughter! Little more than a bounty to her name and glowing eyes on her face. Like her father, she too dislikes her uncles...but, she doesn't exactly like her own father either. She is forever in denial of her true origins, preferring to think herself the little street thief she had practically been born into. The truth, however, hammers at her door. How long until she lets it in? Trying to get back into reading some fanfiction and picked up a couple ones about Herobrine's daughter, like old times. Cringe, even my own. I have no idea what this is going to be about, but I want to write a "Herobrine's Daughter" story that isn't like the others. Yes, because I'm *flips hair* not like the other girls! Cover art ISN'T mine. I decided to go simpler for this one. Check out "Oblivion" over on YT -- made by Winks -- to see the original image, as well as an awesome song with it!

No Longer Human (Japanese: 人間失格, Hepburn: Ningen Shikkaku), also translated as A Shameful Life, is a 1948 novel by Japanese author Osamu Dazai. It tells the story of a troubled man incapable of revealing his true self to others, and who, instead, maintains a façade of hollow jocularity, later turning to a life of alcoholism and drug abuse before his final disappearance. The original title translates as "Disqualified as a human being" or "A failed human".The book was published one month after Dazai's suicide at the age of 38. No Longer Human is considered a classic of postwar Japanese literature and Dazai's masterpiece. It enjoys considerable popularity among younger readers and ranks as the second best-selling novel by publishing house Shinchōsha, behind Sōseki Natsume's Kokoro. Added with entertaining illustrations to make it more enjoyable and understandable. Mostly found in Pinterest, so credits to the respectful owners of the images presented in each parts.

Carmel changes everything. One night with Matteo and she's hooked on the toxicity. Alexander is steady, loving, telling his mom about their future. She's having sex in club bathrooms and lying about where she spends her nights. Two beds. Two men. One completely broken woman who knows she's sabotaging everything good and can't stop herself. The undertow is pulling her under, and she's decided to let it. Chapter 4 of series I fumbled him (A love story)

In every lifetime, they found each other-and in every lifetime, fate tore them apart. In the ancient kingdom of Aurien, Seraphina, a sheltered princess, and Ronan, a rogue mercenary hired to protect her, were destined to be enemies. Yet, against all odds, they fell into a forbidden love that defied duty and honor. When betrayal and bloodshed tore them apart, Seraphina gave her body to save Ronan's life, only to be cast aside by the man she sacrificed everything for. With her heart shattered and soul broken, she took her own life. Ronan, driven to madness by the weight of his mistake, burned both kingdoms to the ground before ending his own life. But fate wasn't done with them. In the present day, Avaline Ryes, a brilliant yet guarded woman, and Ronan Kane, a hardened special ops mercenary, are brought together by a twist of destiny. Hired as her bodyguard, Ronan is drawn to Avaline with an unexplainable, soul-deep connection, but neither of them understands why. As fragments of their past lives resurface, the pain and passion of centuries-old heartbreak begin to haunt them. When Dorian Blackwell, the sinister reincarnation of Seraphina's vengeful betrothed, appears, their nightmare begins anew. Manipulative and cruel, Dorian seeks to repeat history, forcing Avaline into submission and threatening to destroy her once more. But this time, Ronan remembers the truth. With a burning vengeance, he annihilates everything in his path to protect her. And when fate tries to tear them apart again, Avaline's trembling voice shatters destiny itself: "I'll do it again-in this life, in every life. I'll die a thousand times... just to see you smile." In this life, they refuse to lose each other. In this life, they will conquer fate itself. Even if it means burning the world down again. 🔥💥 A tale of timeless love, brutal sacrifice, and redemption-a love story that spans centuries, drenched in fire and blood, but destined to find its way back to eternity. 💫🔥

Prequel to Barbed Wire Psalms Carousel of Destruction is a series of raw, confessional poems about the cycles we swear we're done with... until they pull us back in. Addiction. Relapse. Temptation. Memory. Survival. Every piece is a snapshot of the spin- the chaos, the crash, and the climb back out. These aren't pretty stories. They're the ones you feel in your ribs. - Left The Circle I - The Pullback II - Downward Spiral III https://www.patreon.com/posts/barbed-wire-144840033?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link

Kiernan sees the world in absolutes; right and wrong, pure and corrupt. But the deeper he sinks into his own rules, the harder it is to breathe. He is haunted by thoughts he can't silence and rituals he can't skip, but he's trying to be good. Really, he is. Even if it's tearing him apart.

Poems to help with your mental state. The good, the bad, the ugly, the sad, the angry, the hurt, the happy

Two months ago, ZERO vanished without a trace. His disappearance has left his closest friends-Sakura Haruki, his composer, and Kujou Takamasa, his stage designer-devastated and searching for any sign of him. But their efforts prove futile as they hit a wall: finding someone whose identity remains a mystery seems impossible. Then, one day, Haruki receives a mysterious letter addressed only to him. The letter, with its single word-Haruki-becomes the sign he's been waiting for. But Takamasa, pragmatic and increasingly worried, wants Haruki to move on. He feels like the search is hopeless, but Haruki's belief in the possibility of ZERO's return only grows stronger. As the rift between them deepens, Haruki faces a choice: continue searching for the truth and risk losing the bond he shares with Takamasa, or let go of his hope and accept the loss. ⭐️ Inspired by Time is Running Out by Muse and Until I Know by Pachinko.

What happens after Kyle's suicide attempt goes wrong? How will his life change and can he finally be himself. Can he fight against the demons of his past on his own or is he going to finally admit and accept that he needs help? The urge to try it again rises with each new day he is around school and his 'family' at home. Will he be able to get his shattered pieces back together. Opium finds his fellow student while said student tries to commit suicide. Barely able to save him he tries to find out more about Kyle and his past. But what will he do when the 'situation' in school gets worse and worse for Kyle with each passing day. Will he choose his status or the mysterious boy who just wants to die so desperately. (Bear with my bad description talents.)

a human being who loses the context of human life.

One Hand, Many Fantasies - Volume 1: The Lover An Urban Erotic Diary Series This isn't a love story. This is a diary soaked in lust, heartbreak, obsession, and the kind of toxic chaos you swear you'd never fall for... until you do. When E.V. picks up her pen, she doesn't write sweet poems or filtered romance - she confesses her dirtiest, wildest, most dangerous desires. Each night brings a new fantasy, a new body, a new mistake. But behind every filthy entry is a girl unraveling, chasing something she can't admit she wants - love, power, control, or self-destruction. If you think this is just smut, keep reading. The heartbreak hits harder than the orgasms. The red flags pile up. The diary starts falling apart. And by the time you realize you've crossed the line... It'll be too late. Trigger Warning: Explicit sex, toxic relationships, obsession, betrayal, real-life struggle, and raw emotional chaos. This is not soft. This is not filtered. This is the diary you should've never opened.