Historias de Self-destruction

16-year-old Ronan Conti was never meant to be anything. That's what he believed. He lived with his abusive stepfather for most of his life, the man that made him believe that every golden wing was meant to be fake and every tear shed of pain had to be deserved. Ronan lived on what felt like the ledge of a cliff for his entire life. He hides his secrets within the cracks between the past and present, never letting anyone ever get too close to see them. But what happens when all of that changes? When he's suddenly surrounded by newfound family - five older brothers - who want him to be happy? Who want him to believe that he's worthy? Will he accept and finally admit to needing help? Or will he continue to fall into his destructive rabbit hole? Updated regularly. *the cover photo was found off pinterest, i do not own it*

🏆x3 Awards! ✨️Second Place for Best Cover in the Cassiopeia Mini Awards. Proud to say What Was Held made the short list in The Original Muse Awards! I'm Liliah. Sixteen, almost seventeen. I hate being me. Why? Ten reasons: 1. I'm stuck in Muxleigh - a suffocating seaside town. 2. My mum only cares when it affects her. 3. My step-dad runs our house on fear. 4. I'm failing the person I love most: my six-year-old sister, Forsythia. 5. I don't know who I am... or why I'm here. 6. I attacked the worst boy in town - now I'm hated, and he's still worshipped. 7. My vice? It's leaving scars. 8. My mental health? Apparently I belong in a psych ward. 9. Bexmoore was meant to be a fresh start. It wasn't. 10. I had two chances at something real... and I ruined them both. I'm at breaking point. Hiding in the dirt, literally, I'm not joking. What I hate the most? How alone I feel. Maybe telling my story means someone else won't feel like this. Before it's too late.

THE SURGEON OF LOVE AND THE HEART - Description This is the story of Peter, a young man shaped by a childhood spent in an orphanage, where he learned too early what it means to be forgotten. At the age of 11, he experiences his first deep emotional bond with another boy from the orphanage. For the first time in his life, Peter feels seen, valued, and loved. But this fragile happiness is brutally taken away when the boy is adopted by a wealthy family and disappears from his life without looking back. That abandonment becomes the defining wound of Peter's existence. As he grows older, this pain turns into anger, self-destruction, and emotional isolation. By the age of 14, Peter has become a troubled teenager, labeled as a "problem child" rather than a boy who is hurting. After a tragic event and a serious accident, he ends up in the hospital, physically injured but emotionally shattered. There, he meets John, a young medical trainee. Unlike everyone else in Peter's life, John does not judge him, reject him, or abandon him. He stays. He listens. He returns, again and again. Slowly, a fragile connection begins to form between them. A bond built on fear, resistance, and emotional dependence, but also on trust and quiet attachment. John becomes the first person willing to face Peter's pain instead of running away from it. The story explores emotional healing, abandonment trauma, and the struggle to learn how to love when you have spent your entire life being left behind. The title The Surgeon of Love and the Heart symbolizes John as someone who "repairs" a broken heart-not with medicine, but with presence, patience, and consistency. It is a story about invisible wounds, and the possibility of healing even when someone believes they are beyond repair.

TW: alcohol abuse, suicidal thoughts and self harm if you squint Football was supposed to be Cole Walter's future. Now it's just another thing he's lost. As he spirals into isolation, reckless choices, and a life no one seems to notice is slipping away, his family mistakes his pain for rebellion. A angst fic about the boy everyone thought they knew.

In the depths of Purgatory - a massive Nether prison ruled by NULL - Spoke is supposed to become just another broken prisoner. But after a failed escape attempt and weeks of surviving inside the violence, fear, and psychological pressure of the prison, something inside him begins to change instead. As guards tighten their control and prisoners slowly lose what makes them human, Spoke becomes obsessed with understanding how Purgatory works. He studies patterns. Learns manipulation. Adapts faster than he should. And the more he survives, the more the line between survivor and monster starts to disappear. The prison was built to destroy people slowly. The terrifying part is that it might be turning Spoke into someone far worse.

An egotistical and powerful man named "John" faces an unrelenting, unforgiving, and unpredictable ringing noise that insists he must take action. The force requires him to face change-the question is, will he welcome change or deny it?

"How long till you say-release me Kian, it's hurting?" "Hmph..." The mockery could scald me more than it could be smarting to someone for whom wounds were just a tenderness felt by neurons and not the mind. "As long as you don't say-'You have ruined my effort. Everytime.' Say Kian, 'You have wasted the life I have been trying to save.'" Another drop trickled down. "I..." "You may already have thought of it. Not once Kian... of all people, why did you have to have optimism for someone who drowned in the ocean of nihilism?" "Remini..." "Does calling my name deliver you from distress?" "Come with me..." My grip on her got relinquished, the heel of my hand-a rich mess of red. "I want to take you to a place-there was someone who resembled you somewhere. She loved the place so much." "Kian..." "Come with me. I want to take you to all the places she ever considered beautiful." -•⁠꒱⁠✿꒰•- Some meetings bring disasters. A messed up story. (Timeline: 1997) What happens when someone arrives to offer help and gets stuck in some other mess? The art professor who quit the only thing he was good at decides to restart sketching after getting a glimpse of the woman's life for who living itself was exhausting. Kian saves Rem. But he gets stucked in her traumas. [A man of uncertainty yet full of buried responsibilities; Kian is quiet, melancholic. A man of time and energy; Winston loves long journeys with Rhea. Sometimes he's a bit suspicious but he has patience. He scarcely loses his cool but when he does, it's bad. Once childhood bestfriends now lovebirds; Rhea, Winston's quiet and romantic wife. Loves stormy nights and rain. She has short temper. The reason why they fight often. Possibly? Rem; a girl of miseries-shattered, hollow.] Four characters-Four lives-Merged into one. 'Remini-of the word reminiscence.' #tragedy #melancholy #self-harm #alienation #romance #depression #sketchartist #misery #betray

In this book, I will go over the process of becoming my true self accepting reality, and my thoughts on how you can do it yourself. If you are someone trying to figure who they are I hope this can help along the way. If you are someone trying to figure who they are I hope this can help along the way. Also, I am not the best with commas and stuff. I'm great with English but that is one of the few things I never learned. Ironic isn't it?

In every lifetime, they found each other-and in every lifetime, fate tore them apart. In the ancient kingdom of Aurien, Seraphina, a sheltered princess, and Ronan, a rogue mercenary hired to protect her, were destined to be enemies. Yet, against all odds, they fell into a forbidden love that defied duty and honor. When betrayal and bloodshed tore them apart, Seraphina gave her body to save Ronan's life, only to be cast aside by the man she sacrificed everything for. With her heart shattered and soul broken, she took her own life. Ronan, driven to madness by the weight of his mistake, burned both kingdoms to the ground before ending his own life. But fate wasn't done with them. In the present day, Avaline Ryes, a brilliant yet guarded woman, and Ronan Kane, a hardened special ops mercenary, are brought together by a twist of destiny. Hired as her bodyguard, Ronan is drawn to Avaline with an unexplainable, soul-deep connection, but neither of them understands why. As fragments of their past lives resurface, the pain and passion of centuries-old heartbreak begin to haunt them. When Dorian Blackwell, the sinister reincarnation of Seraphina's vengeful betrothed, appears, their nightmare begins anew. Manipulative and cruel, Dorian seeks to repeat history, forcing Avaline into submission and threatening to destroy her once more. But this time, Ronan remembers the truth. With a burning vengeance, he annihilates everything in his path to protect her. And when fate tries to tear them apart again, Avaline's trembling voice shatters destiny itself: "I'll do it again-in this life, in every life. I'll die a thousand times... just to see you smile." In this life, they refuse to lose each other. In this life, they will conquer fate itself. Even if it means burning the world down again. 🔥💥 A tale of timeless love, brutal sacrifice, and redemption-a love story that spans centuries, drenched in fire and blood, but destined to find its way back to eternity. 💫🔥

They loathe each other. Shoto Todoroki and Katsuki Bakugo have been locked in a deathmatch since day one. Sworn enemies, fated rivals, forever foes-or whatever they want to call it. It's only a matter of time before the tension snaps. This story contains mature themes such as drug use, self-harm, and smut. #1 in todobaku #1 in bakutodo #1 in shototodoroki #1 in bakugoxtodoroki #1 in todorokixbakugo #1 in selfdestruction

|| After centuries of separation, two sparkmates find themselves drawn back together amidst the chaos of a war-torn Cybertron. Once bonded as conjux endura, their sparks intertwined in perfect harmony, they were torn apart by the relentless conflict that shattered their world. Now, fate brings them face to face once again, but time has changed them. Old wounds, both physical and emotional, threaten to keep them apart, while a new threat looms over their reunion. As they navigate battles both external and within themselves, they must rediscover the connection that once made them whole. Can their rekindled bond survive the challenges of a war that never truly ended? Or will the scars of the past extinguish their spark for good? A story of love, loss, and the fight to reignite a flame that was never meant to burn out. || 1st Transformer oc published.

Riley's guaranteed to be a Caregiver, but what Little would want a Caregiver that has no time for them? None, of course. So, what does Riley do to solve that? Lie and pretend to be a Neutral, a new upcoming Classification open to all those who don't lean into any of the standard ones. However, when her Caregiver side gets out of control, and she starts to get judged for her decision, would there still be a chance to turn around? Or, will she be stuck where she is due to the consequences of her actions? --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This can be read as a stand-alone even though it's a sequel to I'll Never Be Little. There will only be spoilers for the first book. However, if you've never read a Classification-style book before, I suggest you read I'll Never Be Little first. THIS STORY IS NOT BXB.

Lyrei was always good at being alone. Always absent from social gatherings and half listening every superficial conversation between people her friends forced her to hang around with. While hiding from a party at the back balcony she met him - dark circles and bruised knuckles, a scar under his eye and cigarette smoke all around him. His name was Ishor and from the moment she laid her eyes on him she could tell there was more to him than a damaged guy selling drugs to get by. The idea of getting to solve the mystery of him ran deep into her thoughts even though she knew he would do her no good. But curiosity never killed a cat, did it?

A series of poetry, or just stories i put in lines. Some are not even poetic enough, only things i need to get off my mind.

Heart-wrenching, lyrical, and achingly intimate, Collapse Theory is a novel about addiction, grief, faith, and the quiet ways trauma teaches us to confuse survival with living. It is a story about first love, the unbearable cost of trying to save someone who cannot save themselves, and the long, uncertain journey of learning that healing is not the same as forgetting. Because sometimes the greatest tragedy isn't losing the person you love. It's surviving them. Disclaimer: AI was used for any photos/book covers included This book is emotionally mature and talks about real life struggles including addiction. Please take that into consideration. If you're having a hard time, don't fail to reach out! You are NOT alone!

This is just some diary entries its nothing i feel really great about it might be a little much for some readers so read with caution. It is the first person experience of someone who everyone knows is happy but really is struggling a lot. This probably will not be updates regularly and i do not expect this to be something anyone reads.

"felix..." changbin softly whispers into the phone, the rain pounding on the glass of the telephone booth. his heart was breaking. "sorry, changbin hyung. i'm busy right now." felix loudly speaks through the line, the sound of music in the background very evident. "could i call you later?" changbin softly nodded, even though he couldn't see him right now. "yeah, sure, felix. call me when you have time, okay?" not a second after saying okay and thanks, he was gone. just a beep repeating itself into changbin's ear. he gently placed the phone back on to the place holder, feeling something wet travel down his cheek. he wiped at it. the street next to the telephone booth was empty, aside for the occasional stray dog or cat passing by. now, changbin was surrounded by the sound of only rain pounding against the glass of the booth. the drops travelling down the glass, as though in a hurry. his heart wasn't breaking. felix was cutting it out. ((non caps on purpose)) started: 2/2/19 finished: ??/??/??

Phoenix Jackson is in a class of his own, an utter anomaly. Highly gifted with the ability to solve any equation, he has the looks that has girls coming to him, yet he rejects them all. He's elusive and to the outside world the biggest mystery is working him out. Then there's Indiana Hamilton the schools bad girl and extrovert with a reputation as bad as her smoking habit. Just one look from her has the strongest of people, both girls and boys, cowering in her presence. What happens when two unattainable people need each other to survive? SUMMARY IN PROGRESS

Christine feels alone. She IS alone. So when your entire world changes. What should you do? Christine changes her world even more. Kissing girls and boys, sex, skipping some classes, falling in love, failing math and telling truths she never thought she'd tell are just the tip of the iceberg. BASED ON A TRUE STORY.

She told him, she loved him by the fiction section of their local library, she told him she had enough by the nonfiction section, she loved him with the passion of a writer, but her love wasn't enough to with stand self hatred.