Self-harming Stories

WATTPAD BOOKS EDITION Everest is the most popular boy in school. He's handsome, wealthy, and captain of the football team-he has the world at his fingertips, but he's desperately unhappy. And when those feelings become too much to bear, he tries to take his own life. On the surface, Beverly's different from Everest in every possible way. She's quiet, shy, hard working, and keeps to herself on campus, focusing on her schoolwork and her part-time job, distracting herself from her less-than-perfect upbringing. When Everest returns to school after his attempt, he's in more pain than ever. Discarded by his friends, he draws little empathy and too much attention from those who surround him. But when Beverly and Everest meet unexpectedly in a dusty corner of the old library, they discover together just how rich life can be when given the freedom to just be yourself.

"Hmm, getting turned on during your class?" His left hand cups the side of my breat, "Bad girl." I slap his hand away, face burning. "Fucking stop it, asshole." But Daelan just chuckles darkly, his hand sliding back, fingers tracing over my thigh. "You say stop, but your body's screaming yes, baby." "Stop calling me that," I hiss, squirming, but he tightens his grip on my thigh. "You're such a brat," he murmurs, voice rough near my ear. "I should put you in your place, right here, make you come apart under the desk, let everyone wonder why you're shaking." "Fuck you," I snap, but my voice comes out breathy, shaky. He grins, cocky as hell, fingers slipping higher, sliding under my skirt. My heart slams against my ribs. "Daelan-" "Shh," he murmurs, palm pressed right over my panties. "So wet, baby." I jolt, eyes wide, looking around frantically. Everyone's paying attention to Coach Karen ranting at the front. No one's looking back here. "Stop," I whisper harshly, but my thighs tremble as he rubs slow circles on my clit. "Tell me to stop again, baby, I dare you," he whispers. "You're soaking." "F-fuck off," I gasp, but it's weak, so fucking weak. He slips a finger past the edge of my panties, dragging it through the wetness, groaning softly in my ear. "God, you're dripping for me." My head drops back slightly, hips jerking against his hand. "D-Daelan..." He pushes a finger in, slow but firm, right there under the desk. I bite my lip hard, trying not to moan, my hands gripping the seat. "Fuck, you're tight," he breathes, finger curling just right, sending sparks shooting up my spine. My pussy clenches, body arching helplessly. "You're such a dirty little girl," he murmurs, pressing closer, his breath hot against my neck. "So needy, so desperate."

Twenty year old Azaan Khan hates the thought of family. Life has burnt him so many times- he doesn't believe in its tethers. Love was fake. Family was a lie. Life was just meant to walk towards certain death. The world had deemed him insane, then so be it. Insane he was. So when he is found and bound to the family that once lost him- rage fills him, hate pounding in his heart at this lie infront of him. He vows to make them send him back, break the chains they placed around him themselves. Ranveer Rathore goes to find the baby they once lost- he has everything in his palm. Perfect brothers, perfect lineage, perfect company. Just one thing had been missing all these years- his youngest brother lost in a tragedy no one ever recovered. What he finds instead is a boy with a shark like smile, maniacal smile, and a bloody cackle of a laugh Will he be able to love this boy wearing the blood of his brother or is Azaan's insanity, enough to drive them all away? Basically what if a perfectly normal family meets a boy who would leap off a building for fun.

Felix thinks he's too broken to be loved. Hyunjin thinks love can fix anything. They're both about to be very, very wrong. ˚ ༘ ೀ ⋆｡˚ ☾𖤓 "Hyun?" "Yeah?" "why do you love me?" "Because you're you" "That's exactly why you shouldn't. I'm broken inside" :) [mentions of mature sexual content, eating disorders, self harm and suicide. please read responsibly] happy ending tho!! . . . #2 in bottomfelix 15/03/26

What would happen if A teenage girl accidentally texted the Avengers. They think she's just a sweet innocent girl but is she really? Or is she hiding something... #1 in TONYSTARK 11/11/25 #1 in PEPPERONY 11/11/25 #1 in THORODINSON 12/11/25 #1 in SAMWILSON 7/12/25 #1 in NATASHAROMANOFF 9/4/26

Kidnapped and left with a shattered soul, Elliot's traumatic past has left him with emotional scars and a penchant for self-destructive behaviors. After being reunited with his older brothers - who may be involved in organized crime - Elliot struggles to find his place in the world. When he's forbidden from approaching the one person he can't resist, a mysterious and unattainable figure with a reputation for being untouchable, Elliot must choose between his loyalty to his family and his own desires. Elliot finds himself inexplicably drawn to the one person who could destroy everything. Can he overcome his dark past and the danger that surrounds him to find love in the most unlikely of places?

Tree Paine, the greatest singer's of the moment publicist -Taylor Swift- encounters herself meeting at The Eras Tour two girls that will change her life: an orphan teen struggling with an eating disorder and her little sister. She's also desperate to stop Taylor from falling back into old habits. TW: this story will mention topics that might be triggering for some (eating disorders, self harming, mental illnesses, etc)

Freesmart just moved into the Freesmart Superhouse! The leader, Pencil thought of the idea, though, she secretly only did it so she could live with her best friend, crush and future wife, Match! ... Why does Match talk to anyone but Pencil? Why does she seem to like Ruby more? One day, Pencil overhears, Match convincing Freesmart to leave Pencil and start a new alliance called MatchGem, without even telling Pencil, they planned to just ghost her completely. Lucky for Pencil, that was a dream, but... What if it was real? What if it just hadn't happened yet? Ruby was the co-leader of the alliance, it must be her fault. Pencil walks into Ruby's room and kills her, of course, Ruby can be recovered, but Pencil hates that. Could Pencil kill Ruby permanently? Delete her? There must be a way... That was a bad summary of the first few chapters basically but disguised as a description, things were SLIGHTLYYYY changed just to show that it's a yandere fic and stuff MY Match! Is a yandere fanfic where Pencil is in love with Match, so in love with Match that she wants to kill anyone who gets in their way, Pencil managed to push that feeling aside for nearly their entire friendship, keeping her possessiveness to her and her shrine, but as she starts getting DREAMS and an offer was made... How could she say no? That description is probably better but I'll keep both Edit nvm both descriptions are horrible but I don't feel like making another so meh

but how can he forget his past? it's written all over his arms. _________________________________ TW [ trigger warning ] - constant mentions/details of Self-Harm SH, Suicide SI, Trauma Response, Flashbacks. other triggers may occur :) TOP MINHO BOTTOM JISUNG

Mizuki changed school and moved to england from Japan. She meet a girl named Juliet. she felt something different than Mizuki hasn't felt before. Mizuki isn't human or a monster. She have powers and she can sense good or bad people. Mizuki had a cat who had lived longer than her. Zuki was her guardian cat. Zuki and Mizuki had each other souls. If one of them dies, they both died. Mizuki was a spirit in "human form" but inside of her body she looked nothing like a human. They cannot live without each other. Zuki didn't like other people either, except Mizuki's family they were the only exception. Juliet liked Mizuki the second she saw Mizuki Meanwhile when Mizuki meet Kazuki she felt something different about him too. Something she had never felt before. Something that connected them. Not something romantic. The thing Mizuki didn't Knew was that Kazuki is exactly like her. They are soulmate in their world. Their guardian cats are soulmates too. He wasn't human either...

Y/N, a 19-year-old girl with her friends, A/N, Minji, and Soobin (same age) went to a University in Seoul. In the years there were ups and downs and a hell lot of drama. caution ⚠ The book contains depression, self-harm, suicide, and more If you're sensitive to this kind of content I suggest you not read this book I ran as the figure followed me, suddenly a pair of hands pulled me back and I was consumed by the darkness not knowing what would happen next would be worse... No hate to all the idols mentioned in this book don't take this seriously it's all fiction. Cover designed by @_ezumaki_

One boy was all it took to tear my life to pieces. I wish I could say it was just a bad break up like most other girls. No.. it wasn't. I was 12 or younger. I believe. He is a 6 years older than me so that must've made him 18 back then. It wasn't love.. no, it was torture. Not just any kind. It was the kind which makes you second guess everything you thought you knew about yourself. It was the kind where you thought hiding was the only way around it. It was the kind where losing yourself was easier than excepting the truth. It was the kind where you start believing that surviving and living is the same thing. It happened so long back that I can hardly remember who I was before the incident. Not before knowing him.. before surviving him. Because surviving him and knowing him is two different things. I am a survivor.. not a victim. I'm not proud of it. I never was. but it's time I understand that I am who I am because of who I was. I am who I am because of what I went through. and no one can take that from me. Even when, I feel like I'm surviving on nothing. At least I'm surviving, right?

Hell wants me back That's it, isn't it? cause the heavens have their backs against me for letting something like this happen Something I can't fucking talk about, I can't help but want to cry when I think about it It's so horrible that I can't fucking breathe, I feel haunted in my own skin, like I'm possessed or cursed And to think I could've avoided all of this, the violence, the confusion, the terrible brutally horrible turn of event All of it could've been avoided if I didn't sleep with my best friend at that fucking party How could that one night..... That night alone turn my life upside down? How could I lose a group of friends all because of a fucking post? How could I almost beat a kid to death? How could I become a fucking drug addict at 16 years old? How could I ruin my fucking life? ....

Nico di Angelo is a foreign student with a heavy Italian accent and a nerd with an unhealthy obesession with Minecraft and romance novels, AKA the target for all the target for the bullies. He is an isolated, depressed gay kid with so called mommy issues and no friends. So its fairly reasonable when the heartthrob and universal girl-magnet in Goode High, Will Solace, bully him right?...

INTEZAAR -e- KAMIL a tale of two souls finding quiet solace in each other's ruins. Arhana, a girl living in the shadow of a ghost bounded by the crushing responsibility to fulfill a dream. A dream that was never her own. Rayan, an orphan living with his grandmother. Still mourning over the loss of his parents. What happens, when two broken souls find solace in each other? But destiny is cruel, and it always demand the one thing we cannot bear to lose. What happens, when a cruel destiny decides to tear them apart? Will their paths diverge into parmanent darkness, or will they find each other back? To know more, join the journey of two souls fading into the dark. *Slow updates*

When Kiyoshi Hishikawa arrives in Japan from Canada, he plans to keep his head down and his heart guarded. Quiet, distant, and seemingly untouchable, he moves through school like a shadow. Until he meets with Sora Kichiro, a boy who shines too brightly to ignore. Sora is everything Kiyoshi is not - Amnimverted, endlessly friendly, loud in laughter and careless joy. Where Kiyoshi keeps walls, Sora leaves doors wide open. Against all odds, the two become inseparable But beneath Sora's easy smiles and boundless energy lies something carefully hidden. Something that doesn't show in his jokes, or his warmth, or the way he pulls Kiyoshi back into the world when he drifts too far away. ☆🌌🐈‍⬛☀️🥟🐚🎨

A troubled fifteen-year-old boy develops an obsession with the girl who gives him solace-a girl who may not be real. But to him, the ethereal Melody Yang is meant to save him. With Melody, nothing else matters-not the abuse he endures or the growing black hole inside him. What began as a tender connection between two high schoolers, however, soon turns rancid. Skies darken during an eclipse, after all. . . . [ a short novel ]

( This is the original version that was taken down for some reason. I will now rewrite it so there will be less typos and better writing) Kai was an ordinary 16 years old. He was quite liked in his shool and had some friends. His parents were rarely home but they made good money. One day a new student joins his class and it is going to change his life forever. (I hope that people who had read the original will like the rewrite. And I hope that new readers will find it interesting too. Enjoy :3) (I will put a content warning if some extreme content will ocure)

yeah like the name says enhypen sick/hurtfics and pls request ☆ Best Rankings #1 heeseung 18.04.2026 # 1 riki 19.05.2026 # 1 niki 19.05.2026 # 1 sick 31.07.2026 # 1 enhypen 14.09.2026 Started:15.03.2026 Ended: ? Edit :?

A hurt/confort work that discuss how manipulation and addiction can walk in the same thread as dread and death. Or, my headcanon of Riddle smoking because his mother wanted. Every "glorification" of this word is just a critique to taking those themes lightly. Leave if unconfortable, this might trigger bad memories or feelings, which are not author's intetion. There are final notes to discuss the title, implications, and other details. (Spoiler alert and warnings:) Child Abuse, Overdose, mistreating, negligence, the amount of attempts is open to interpretation, manipulation, Riddle is autistic (I mean literally) in this fic and suffers from lack of sugar on his brain too, medical abuse/misinformation, Riddle is self-aware and negligence himself too, mentions of hight stress and etc and unhealthy coping mechanism for whole Heartslabyul, abuse of incapable, intention of harm and despair in the main character, non-reliable point of view and lobotomy as metaphor to unhealthy correction.