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  • Is it better to speak or to die? by Jen_kv7
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    Living together was supposed to mean everything would be simple. But Taehyung can barely breathe when Jungkook is around. What no one knows is that he has been in love with him for far too long and it's slowly destroying him. Still, he would rather keep his distance than risk losing him completely. So he stays quiet. Pretends. Falls apart in silence. Jungkook only sees a friend who keeps pulling away. He doesn't know he's the reason why.
  • 𝓟𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝓘𝓷 𝓜𝔂 𝓦𝓻𝓲𝓼𝓽...( Uhhhh RottenPaint Oneshots I guess? ) by FlowbyandAbstragedy
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    Uhhh.. Cavity confesses her feelings to Paint Bucket after a long conversation with Lego Flain. Also, this isn't a Oneshot by definition but whatever \. _ ./ smh idk
  • Scars From The Past by illstayforeverskz
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    One boy was all it took to tear my life to pieces. I wish I could say it was just a bad break up like most other girls. No.. it wasn't. I was 12 or younger. I believe. He is a 6 years older than me so that must've made him 18 back then. It wasn't love.. no, it was torture. Not just any kind. It was the kind which makes you second guess everything you thought you knew about yourself. It was the kind where you thought hiding was the only way around it. It was the kind where losing yourself was easier than excepting the truth. It was the kind where you start believing that surviving and living is the same thing. It happened so long back that I can hardly remember who I was before the incident. Not before knowing him.. before surviving him. Because surviving him and knowing him is two different things. I am a survivor.. not a victim. I'm not proud of it. I never was. but it's time I understand that I am who I am because of who I was. I am who I am because of what I went through. and no one can take that from me. Even when, I feel like I'm surviving on nothing. At least I'm surviving, right?
  • A yearning cry.  by LIFE23
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    This constant pain and void we all may feel and face everyday....... What... I.. Face everyday and can't seem to wrap my head around nor move forward from.
  • worth noticing by rainydaysahead5
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    The stars appear the same every night Unless you look at them with tears in your eyes The sky would seem a little blurry The life of a high school teen; exploring friendship, love, self perception and homework
  • A Pinch Of Love by ur_pretty_author
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    They weren't friends. They were just three boys who had bullied two girls for six years. They had some friend dynamic, sure, but the two sides were NEVER friends. James, Daniel, and Felix are your typical group of delinquents who get joy from bullying people, pulling pranks, vandalizing private property, and just doing anything morally wrong and illegal in general. Giannina Luck is sadly a victim of this group of headaches, and her best friend had left to live in another country. Although she was smart, she was not a pretty girl. Not by a long shot. She was fat, had pimple breakouts, and overall just did not fit your usual 11th grader stereotype. James Arthur had a problem with the world. Had a problem with how things ended up. He hated how bipolar he was. How he cared one second and hated the next. Gia hated her body, how fat it was, but James loved it. In all his 17 years of life he has never seen someone so stunning. So gorgeous. And he was never afraid to admit it or show his affection. Eleventh grade seems to be doing something to the group. They quit bullying her and she eats with them at lunch. Something is going on with Felix, Daniel is CLEARLY heartbroken, and James and Gia are confused. Gia's life is flipping to a completely different angle as she has late-night cuddles with James, mid-day heartbreaks, and early-morning self-hate sessions. But that's just the tip of the iceberg. What is anyone to do when James and Giannina get kidnapped by a purely unexpected person? *** ➡️ Super long chapters with no media. Updates r mostly late but I promise u, it will be worth the wait. U guys r gonna b obsessed with this. I hope y'all enjoy it just as much as I do 🤗 Feel free to vote and comment. Love u guys, enjoy 😊 ⚠️ WARNING: Excessive violence, gore, mature themes, and strong language.
  • You Can't Save Me ~Septiplier~ by ETgonecrazy
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    I walk the halls of my high school with my head down, hood up. They're less likely to notice me that way. I decide to spare one small look up when I see him. Jack. He's laughing. He's stops and makes eye contact with me. He seems confused when he says, "Mark?" I panic, I run out of the building at a full sprint. I can't let him in, he'll get hurt. He'll see how broken I am. He'll leave me alone. He'll see my wrists. He'll hate me. I'm sorry Jack, but you can't save me. ~Trigger warning~ •Self-harm •Suicide •Abuse •Rape •Bullying •Other potential triggers Do not read if you are triggered by any of these. I will not put any warning before these scenes happen. They will just happen. Don't put yourself at risk by reading this story.
  • Silent Musings by anushkapragya17
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    Highest rank: #31 in poetry Long and short, these are the thoughts which my heart expresses and leaves its traces, only when my hand holds a pen, making these musings my safest haven. Cover credits: @MyWordsDefineMe
  • Things I never say out loud by Your_local_fatty_070
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    From the outside I look like a normal 14-year-old with friends and a normal life. But inside my head it's a lot louder than people think. This story is about school days, random chaos, family moments, and the thoughts I never really say out loud. If you've ever felt like people don't fully understand what's going on in your head, you might relate to this. This is actually not a fake story and just my life so yeah
  • My Werewolf Love by Iahmoon
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    A paranormal romance with themes of mental health struggles
  • No one cares until you're rich, pretty or dead by Andy_gx
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    Hello to all viewers. This was my life this past few moths, i hope you enjoy this: We could say this is kind of a diary. I made this because I really nneded to tell someone about what have I sufferd to allert people out there, to encourage those who are experiencing this and to let them know that everything will get better, it's just a matter of time. I hope that you don't get identified with this and, if you do, don't worry, we are all here to support you. Again, this was MY experience, i don't know about anybody else's history, so please, don't blame me if I don't writte something down you have sufferd, this is my personal experience. Please if you don't like this kind of content don't read and let's beggin! Hope you enjoy ^^
  • 4.1 | Obsolete by AOFunke
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    |Wattpad featured| Obsolete follows the story of a girl who has painted an image of self hideousness in her mind. It follows the take of a girl who became her own villain. This is a story that tries to reach out to all those who look in the mirror and frown at themselves. ©2021, AOFunke.
  • Lightened by Rejoicedavid12
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    Amara has never been one to admire or like her looks she often always see herself as ugly and unworthy of love . Growing up as an albino in an all black country Nigeria it could be really difficult , but after meeting with the right people and an assignment from her church youth pastor, she gives it a rethink. Follow Amara in her journey as she find self love and God... Started: 10th March 2024 Finished:
  • Sirius X Remus, Is Hogwarts our only home? by RemusLupin471
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    Sirius Black meets a boy called Remus Lupin and is always nervous around him. Will this friendship stay the awkward life that it is or will it become much, much more? Please don't use this story as your own I worked very hard on this and it's my top priority.
  • suicidal thoughts by yuyunies
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    She drag the emptiness wherever she go
  • The pain isn't enough by Monkiko
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    "If the world were just, surely it would hurt more than this."
  • Chase Goehring fanfiction - getting bigger by xxgoehring
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    Chase Goehring fanfiction. Warning: self harm trigger / smut in later chapters
  • ANNIVERSARY  by Mkyyyys
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    THIS FF HAS MORE CHAPTERS NOW ON AO3 :DDD https://archiveofourown.org/works/89298221/chapters/237121226 It's been a week since Cole and Geo started dating, and everything seems perfect. But one unexpected moment changes everything, putting their relationship in danger... basically: oneshoot about ppl cyber bullying Geo for dating Cole.. TW: panic attacks, mental breakdowns, ED (a few mentions) self doubt, arguments.. Geode story with a few mentions of Kai/Cole writing this mainly on ao3, but I just want to post it here as well as a test heh I'm not owner of Ninjago or ninjago dragon rising, this is just a fanfic about Cole and Geo and their relationshipppp
  • ⓉⒽⒺ 🅜🅘ⓈⓈⒾ🅝🅖 🅒🅗ⒾⓁⒹ  by NeverLandParadise
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    This story began after the Fourth Great Ninja War, when team 7 are together and married. The ships are the same as canon sadly..if i could ship them with different character then i would but it would not match the story I'm trying to do. Anyways back to the topic, this is 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 Sasuke and Sakura, This is 𝐈𝐅 and i repeat! 𝐈𝐅 they had another child before sarada but she didn't know, BUT here's the good part! when they had him he was taken! Yes, the boy was taken at birth, not wanting to admit it but it was terrible (beneficial) to our hearts, and the story. Anyhow, I'll leave you to imagine what happened afterwards. It's quite the twister. 𝐄𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧!
  • Skin Deep Shadows by iddlikichutney
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    A reflection on emotions that linger beneath the surface.