Self-loathing Stories

25 years in the business. Nothing funny about that.

This book... I don't really know what to call it, it's essentially about me and my life, but I doubt anyone wants to read about that so I consider this an online diary full of my everyday shenanigans and random thoughts. Enjoy I guess.

Set before season 6: "Lisa had bought Dean a journal. Yep, one hundred pages, college ruled and all. All right, in all fairness, Dean knew he was messed up—okay, really, really, really, messed up. However, Dean had found his muse with alcohol—like normal. But...this wasn't his quote-on-quote 'normal,' binge drinking, and he knew that."

Within the inky blackness of the void, there waits a Bell Tower who wails for a life that doesn't belong to her. Despite this, she laments for a chance-a single chance that someone will care for her, watching as she rings.

*COMPLETE* What Yuuri sees in the mirror. One shot *slight angst

Fight anorexia, claw at it, and spit in its face. Be on your journey back from this devilish disorder. There are problems. Such as the emotional problems that started it all. So I implore you ,write letters, write a journal and maybe you will be set free. *Cover made by xHaveFaithInMex* **This is being edited from its original version slightly, so they spynosis has changed in order to expand the story and the part have also changed somewhat but not greatly from their original form. I feel as though this book is fiction and non-fiction at the same time, as some of the themes in this book have been experienced in real life by people around us. Thank you and I do hope you enjoy reading this**

Ichigo goes back in time after the war only he is different, he is tiered and he just wants the soul society to do their job without him needing to interfear. He keeps a low profile, watching in the shadows as his friends grow in power and try to defeat the hollows with their own unique powers. He is tiered but he knows, he knows he has to help when his dead lover needs him, he could never resist the funny candy store owner after all.

Molly just wants to be loved. She just wants to have a normal life, live with a normal man and be loved by that normal man. But she gets Nathan instead. Nathan's not normal, in fact, he leaves Molly alone in their apartment for days, weeks, months even, to go to God knows where. Molly can't take the thought that Nathan might meet another woman and leave her. She can't let go.

this is a sorta sucky poem by me.

🖤This is simply me pouring out my minds occupants and thoughts at times in which I feel overwhelmingly sad and lonely🖤

Your ex broke up with you a year ago. You've struggled due to depression ever since, though it was always there in the first place. A grey numb. One day, they show up out of nowhere and ask you to go for a drive. Then what?

She didn't want to move to Leeds. Maybe it had been her intuition. Forbidden feelings would tear her life apart.

A short analogy of self loathing and depression. Sometimes saying "I'm fine" isn't always true. Thus is one way of explaining that.

"I feel as if my body has been placed into a vice and sliced into multiple segments" A story about battling mental health, life and whatever the world decides to throw at us. I'll add more parts to it if people like it?

Alex was a man-boy of frustrating and questionable morale. There was a man in his life he wanted no one to know of, and the only thing he shared about him was his uselessness. But this man constantly found his way (in)to Alex unrelentingly. Is it fate? Love? Lust? Or is it Alex's subconscious making known his true desires? With every word the truth grows clearer.

A thought.