Self-starvation storie

[ k. jotaro / m! reader ] ❝ crying parents tell their children, if you survive don't do as we did. a son exclaims there'll be nothing to do to, her daughter says she'll be dead with you. ❞

SUMMARY: AU. Darkness is his sole company. Yet, it doesn’t stop him from playing the game he both loves and hates from the bottom of his heart which is Go. Shindou Hikaru a mysterious boy who has the same playing style of Fujiwara Sai, a well-known professional player of the Go industry which disappears without a trace all of the sudden but only the boy have much more skill than the latter that caught the people’s attention towards him, much to his distaste. Blind!Hikaru, Mature!Hikaru, Broken!Hikaru. Everyone x Hikaru. Eventual! Akira x Hikaru. Is he the person they have been waiting for? The one who holds the Hand of God or he is another disappointment? And what is his relation to Fujiwara Sai – that their playing style was very identical at one another? Just who on earth is Shindou Hikaru?

𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐯𝐨𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐌𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐙𝐚𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐈'𝐦 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐌𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐙𝐚𝐧𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞, 𝐌𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐙𝐚𝐧𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐈𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜 𝐙𝐚𝐧𝐞. 𝐀𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐏𝐃𝐇 𝐙𝐚𝐧𝐞. 𝐏𝐃𝐇 𝐙𝐚𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐭𝐨𝐨. 𝐏𝐃𝐇 𝐙𝐚𝐧𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐯𝐨𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠⚠️: 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬: •𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦/𝐏𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦 •𝐁𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠/𝐏𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 •𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 •𝐃𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 •𝐏𝐓𝐒𝐃 •𝐏𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟-𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧/𝐒𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫 •𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐟-𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐞𝐬 •𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐟-𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐦 𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐞𝐬 𝐈𝐟 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐩𝐥𝐬 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝. 𝐀𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭. 𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐭

"Zoe, when are you gonna open your goddamn eyes and see how much I fucking love you!? That you don't have to do all this shit to yourself to be perfect, because you already are? God, just let me fucking love you for you!!" he screams, as I see what looks like tears form in his mesmerizing emerald green eyes. * Mature Content: Sexual situations, Strong Language, and Self-Harm* Zoe Anne Irwin, is a untameable forest fire. She doesn't believe in "True Love" and just goes with the flow, what happens when the schools notorious bad-boy wants to change her views on love, even if he's skeptical himself? "Beauty is ever to the lonely mind a shadow fleeting; she is never plain. She is a visitor who leaves behind the gift of grief, the souvenir of pain." - Christopher Morley